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Timpinghetat

Member
Feb 23, 2026
5
I'm tired of this life, but I have no idea which method is best for me. I'm too afraid of scary methods like jumping from a building, throwing myself under a car, or slitting my wrists. I'm terrified of the enormous pain they cause. It's illegal to have a gun in my community, so it's very difficult for me to choose that method, and even if I got one, I don't think I'd have the courage to pull the trigger. Sodium nitrite seems too complicated. You can always survive, so that's another problem. I'd like a quick method. I've even thought about drowning myself. That's also really bad, but I have no options.
 
TheWorstLife

TheWorstLife

Musician
Nov 8, 2025
68
I'm tired of this life, but I have no idea which method is best for me. I'm too afraid of scary methods like jumping from a building, throwing myself under a car, or slitting my wrists. I'm terrified of the enormous pain they cause. It's illegal to have a gun in my community, so it's very difficult for me to choose that method, and even if I got one, I don't think I'd have the courage to pull the trigger. Sodium nitrite seems too complicated. You can always survive, so that's another problem. I'd like a quick method. I've even thought about drowning myself. That's also really bad, but I have no options.
im in the same boat, but jumping would probably be best. its scary but for me what makes it less scary is listening to a really good song and closing your eyes and just going for it. that would personally make it more doable for me. not sure how it would be for you though, i wish you the best in your future endeavours though !
 

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