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dekadens666

dekadens666

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May 24, 2024
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thinking about ctb, but i know if i try i will fail, bullshit, why is so hard to die?? idk, but i have a plan to, in some days/months i will try ctb with PS, i want to FS but i can't do this, i dont have a local with height or a tree to, and if i try to consume aspirine and cut my arteries it will be so painful and have a big chance of survive and i don't wanna live anymore. idk what to do but its okay, life fuck me, so i will fuck the life.
 
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Alex Fermentopathy

Alex Fermentopathy

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What is PS? That is not a popular acronym here.
UP: I guessed it. Partial suspension.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

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It's really so incredibly cruel and dreadful to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult for one to die on their own terms, I wish there's the option to just easily and painlessly die, people shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
 
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letmyheartcollapse

Want to be at peace
May 31, 2024
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It's definitely dreadful in my opinion how it's so difficult for someone to die on their own terms and the pain that comes with it. I hope that you find your freedom
 
dekadens666

dekadens666

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May 24, 2024
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What is PS? That is not a popular acronym here.
UP: I guessed it. Partial suspension.
yes, its Partial Suspension
It's really so incredibly cruel and dreadful to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult for one to die on their own terms, I wish there's the option to just easily and painlessly die, people shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
Thank you!! i Hope you find freedom and peace!! yes, life is so cruel, i want a "die" button, i dont know why i cant just die or disappear, anyway, someday i will try ctb
It's really so incredibly cruel and dreadful to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult for one to die on their own terms, I wish there's the option to just easily and painlessly die, people shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
Thank you!! i Hope you find freedom and peace!! yes, life is so cruel, i want a "die" button, i dont know why i cant just die or disappear, anyway, someday i will try ctb
It's really so incredibly cruel and dreadful to me how it's so unnecessarily difficult for one to die on their own terms, I wish there's the option to just easily and painlessly die, people shouldn't have to struggle so much to leave this existence. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you search for.
Thank you!! i Hope you find freedom and peace!! yes, life is so cruel, i want a "die" button, i dont know why i cant just die or disappear, anyway, someday i will try ctb
It's definitely dreadful in my opinion how it's so difficult for someone to die on their own terms and the pain that comes with it. I hope that you find your freedom
yessss, the more functional methods are painful, this is a bullshit, anyway, i Hope you find freedom and peace
 
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