I don't know what to do...

[Aries]

Hello everybody here. I want to end my life today.....using Amitriptyline......10grams as the PPEH suggested. I have the money to buy it and everything but I'm still scared. What if it doesn't work, and what if it is painful. I really don't know what else to do......I feel like 10g is too much......can someone help me with this decision?

 

[SuicidalOrganism]

I hope whatever you decide to do in life goes well But I would suggest not to take different substances for a ctb method as most of them have little success rate and are painful. Please think of another painless method.

 

[Aries]

I hope whatever you decide to do in life goes well But I would suggest not to take different substances for a ctb method as most of them have little success rate and are painful. Please think of another painless method.

Really? This method won't work? Ohhhh my god I'm dead. I'm dead for real......but it was listed in the Peaceful Pill Handbook......a cardiac switch method. If it won't work I'm just dead

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Only you can make the decision what you really want it's only in your own hands. I hope you can find peace.

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[SuicidalOrganism]

Really? This method won't work? Ohhhh my god I'm dead. I'm dead for real......but it was listed in the Peaceful Pill Handbook......a cardiac switch method. If it won't work I'm just dead

Unless your understanding of pills and gases is excellent. The ideas are poorly explained. It's like tiny paragraphs each page explaining nothing. Talking law and just leaves you confused.

 

[Aries]

So you mean there is more to these methods than what ppeh outlined?....

Only you can make the decision what you really want it's only in your own hands. I hope you can find peace.

Amitriptyline guide

Translation from German "Selbstbestimmt Sterben - Handreichung für einen rationalen Suizid (German Edition) Jessica Düber Amitriptyline guide "Tricyclic antidepressants General info Tricyclic antidepressants are psychotropic drugs with a general mood-lifting...

www.sanctioned-suicide.net

That guide is entirely different from what I just read...in the ppeh. I never knew this process could be this complex
This is tough

Unless your understanding of pills and gases is excellent. The ideas are poorly explained. It's like tiny paragraphs each page explaining nothing. Talking law and just leaves you confused.

Can I message you privately?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

That guide is entirely different from what I just read...in the ppeh. I never knew this process could be this complex
This is tough

An OD in general is complex, because each body is different and so many different things have to be taken in to account. That's why an OD is generally not recommended however it is possible to CTB with an OD.

 

[The anhedonic one]

There are much more reliable methods than the O.D methods.
Yet I hope you find peace in whatever you decide.

 

[Aries]

I wish I had been Vizzy.....right now enjoying the Nothingness he wished for