Venting i don’t know how to do it.

[dizzymouse]

i have no idea what to do. everything is falling apart and all i need is to leave. i have no resources and do not know where to begin.
ive ruled out any painful ways to CTB, but that leaves me very limited. what ways are better to CTB than others? i don't have the strength to do this anymore.

 

[bluebird16]

Me too. Every SN source is unavailable to me since they don't ship to my country so I'm left with the option of drowning one day. Hopefully we'll figure this shit out.

 

[FuneralCry]

Sadly suicide isn't straightforward in this anti choice society, to me all of the methods are either inaccessible, risky, horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with. It's just so horrible to me how as humans we are denied the option to just leave this world peacefully without risks and complications, I know that if suicide was easier I would be long gone, it's so tiring feeling trapped here.