Venting i don't have the energy to eat anymore

[emptymiku]

i'm anorexic, i have been for about a year. recently i was starting to eat more consistently but after something happened a week ago i was just absolutely destroyed and i can't find the motivation to do anything anymore. i forgot to drink water. i almost fainted at work because of it. i wish all my pain would go away but i'm too much of a coward to ctb

 

[qwerty1969]

I am starving myself to death

 

[bigdog]

The same. It is so bad you can barely get up from bed

 

[Pluto]

I struggle with eating too. There's certainly no enjoyment out of it, so I often have to force food down. Especially as I'm trying to actually put on weight.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

i'm anorexic, i have been for about a year. recently i was starting to eat more consistently but after something happened a week ago i was just absolutely destroyed and i can't find the motivation to do anything anymore. i forgot to drink water. i almost fainted at work because of it. i wish all my pain would go away but i'm too much of a coward to ctb

Fellow anorexic here. I feel you. Can you maybe try and get a little bit off work time, like a week or two, and just rest and try to figure everything out? Everyone needs time to rly be okay enough to function again after a traumatic event. If you need anyone to talk to my dms are always open, I will be here to listen to you. Good luck :)

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds like such an awful situation to be trapped in, and it's very much understandable wishing to be free from all the suffering. Life really is so unnecessarily cruel.