Venting I don't fucking know anymore

[nooneyouknow]

I cant do this anymore I want my mom I cant I miss everything I am unlovable and insane and I hate it. I want someone please I cant do this anymore I always ruin everything and Im not meant for any good in this life please I just want my mom Im so fucking tired I cant do this anymore I don't know how I'm pushing still I cant fucking do this my dysphoria is so bad and I cant stand eating or my relation with food and I am so alone and I cant do this anymore and I think I'm nearing my breaking point I cant do this anymore

 

[Alexandra_]

I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart that your life path has been so difficult