I dont even enjoy my copes anymore

[LastDayOnEarth]

I watches squid game season 3 and felt no emotion and didn't care one bit about what was going on, looking back to when I watched season 1 back in 2021 I got really emotional in some scenes. It's not cause this season is bad but I'm at a point in life where I don't enjoy anything.

I don't enjoy video games, anime, movies, tv shows, music, weed, alcohol, watching sports, etc. I don't enjoy none of the things that used to bring some joy and help me cope.

 

[zixd]

coping sucks , its just fake hope

 

[SeafoamSkeleton]

I haven't even turned on the tv in almost a month. There's just nothing I want to watch. I used to love scifi and horror movies. I still have a list of shows to finish but keeping focus and interest for even 30 minutes feels like an impossible task. It's hard to get through the day with no distractions, but the distractions just piss me off.

I hope you find a little joy in something soon <3

 

[snooperdooper]

I watches squid game season 3 and felt no emotion and didn't care one bit about what was going on, looking back to when I watched season 1 back in 2021 I got really emotional in some scenes. It's not cause this season is bad but I'm at a point in life where I don't enjoy anything.

I don't enjoy video games, anime, movies, tv shows, music, weed, alcohol, watching sports, etc. I don't enjoy none of the things that used to bring some joy and help me cope.

Yep. Very common symptom of depression is not finding fun in the things you used to anymore. That's probably the worst part of it tbh. You don't even have an escape from the constant stress of the world and your own mind. You are constantly trying to escape but everything you do just brings you back to reality.

 

[fenty]

I watches squid game season 3 and felt no emotion and didn't care one bit about what was going on, looking back to when I watched season 1 back in 2021 I got really emotional in some scenes. It's not cause this season is bad but I'm at a point in life where I don't enjoy anything.

I don't enjoy video games, anime, movies, tv shows, music, weed, alcohol, watching sports, etc. I don't enjoy none of the things that used to bring some joy and help me cope.

same even drinking and cutting doesn't even feel good anymore (for me) i just wish i didn't have to cope in the first place yk

 

[thereisnoone]

It's true, and whenever I do... it's always short lived.

It is like

Ill work hard all day climbing the mountain to reach its peak but I swear i fall just as deep

Its not worth it

sometimes breaking my legs at the bottom leaving me in a worse state.

I cant wait to be over with it all.

 

[tanshakti]

I watches squid game season 3 and felt no emotion and didn't care one bit about what was going on, looking back to when I watched season 1 back in 2021 I got really emotional in some scenes. It's not cause this season is bad but I'm at a point in life where I don't enjoy anything.

I don't enjoy video games, anime, movies, tv shows, music, weed, alcohol, watching sports, etc. I don't enjoy none of the things that used to bring some joy and help me cope.

Anhedonia is the inability to feel pleasure or enjoyment in activities that typically bring joy, often associated with mental health conditions like depression and schizophrenia when goes to the max it is truly a bitch I have Major depressive disorder and i feel it. you are restless but nothing interests you -- its fucked up!