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i'm so so so excited i'm really hoping it works.
i finally ordered my SN, i'm so nervous but im praying everything goes good and i can get it etc etc. (and i'm sorry but no i'm not going to share the source, it's very limited and i don't want it to be taken down)

i can almost taste freedom (tastes salty)
i feel... such relief

i'm not sure how many of the medications i'll be able to access, but i don't even care at this point, just happy i'll have it.
i'll prepare probably 2-4 glasses, i don't want any to be left when i'm gone though. if there is some left, it's okay i guess.

i'm getting an aquarium testing kit today as well, so i can test it once i get it.
i never fully read in depth the guide, but i guess i will now because i'm getting it.
it only ships to the US, so not sure if it'll have trouble with customs or anything. i think it's supposed to take until like mid-december but i have a while to wait if I need.

thank you to everyone and this site, never could've done it without you :)
 
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That's great, good luck with everything going forward. The feeling was overwhelming when I ordered, let alone when i held it in hand, so I truly understand how you feel.
 
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Yaffle

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Hope it arrives OK.

Any plans for when to take it or just getting it in hand for now.

Definitely read the guide and follow the method to the letter.
 
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Congratulations, hope it all works for you.
 
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gbi2

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Good luck with receiving it. I've got some coming too, I've got the test kit but can't figure out what I can get as an equivalent to Meto without having to go to my doctor or answer questions on an online pharmacy. I can't see any OTC equivallent for the UK.
 
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I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I understand why you'd feel so relieved, I see those with access to SN as certainly being fortunate.
 
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That's great, good luck with everything going forward. The feeling was overwhelming when I ordered, let alone when i held it in hand, so I truly understand how you feel.
aww i'm so happy you got yours too, do you have any plans yet?
Hope it arrives OK.

Any plans for when to take it or just getting it in hand for now.

Definitely read the guide and follow the method to the letter.
same. i plan to ctb after new years, so i'll take it then. i also just ordered test strips as well so i'll test it at some point or another. i'll probably find another jar or something to keep it in so when i test it, i can just put it in an airtight jar after.
thank you!
Congratulations, hope it all works for you.
thank you!
Good luck with receiving it. I've got some coming too, I've got the test kit but can't figure out what I can get as an equivalent to Meto without having to go to my doctor or answer questions on an online pharmacy. I can't see any OTC equivallent for the UK.
thank you and good luck to you too! also hope you get to get the medications alright, i've heard it can even work without any medication but i guess i'll see once i get it.
I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I understand why you'd feel so relieved, I see those with access to SN as certainly being fortunate.
thank you <3
 
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Congrats! I wish I could order some too, but alas I have no idea when I'll have the funds to order.
 
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aww i'm so happy you got yours too, do you have any plans yet?
I've had plans for sometime centered around researching sn to the fullest possible extent in order to be aware of what I'm up against and whether or not I'm comfortable with the method to use which I am. I've posted my regimen before, helped others get along with their own respective regimens so I've had my sn for a few months now, about 5 so to speak but right now, I will probably take it not long from now but I just dont have an exact day to specify. One things for sure, I don't want to see much of 2024 or whatever the rest of life has to show.
 
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Congrats! I wish I could order some too, but alas I have no idea when I'll have the funds to order.
thank you! and i hope you find a way to find peace soon too.
I've had plans for sometime centered around researching sn to the fullest possible extent in order to be aware of what I'm up against and whether or not I'm comfortable with the method to use which I am. I've posted my regimen before, helped others get along with their own respective regimens so I've had my sn for a few months now, about 5 so to speak but right now, I will probably take it not long from now but I just dont have an exact day to specify. One things for sure, I don't want to see much of 2024 or whatever the rest of life has to show.
ohh intresing. thank you for your contributions and i hope your happy in whatever you choose. i agree too though, i don't care to see much of life anymore.
 
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Good luck, and I hope it's a smooth journey from here.
 
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ohh intresing. thank you for your contributions and i hope your happy in whatever you choose. i agree too though, i don't care to see much of life anymore.
i really appreciate it, I've tried to help where I could but still so saddened that life has just gone so wrong to where people come to the decision to take SN or any other method for that matter. I've lost interest in the happenings of life, I don't take any measure of care in anything, I'm just buying time for now.
 
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Good luck, and I hope it's a smooth journey from here.
thank you <3
i really appreciate it, I've tried to help where I could but still so saddened that life has just gone so wrong to where people come to the decision to take SN or any other method for that matter. I've lost interest in the happenings of life, I don't take any measure of care in anything, I'm just buying time for now.
we really appreciate it. and i agree :/ it sucks how the world came to be like this. same here for the most part, i'm glad you get some freedom soon though, will you post a goodbye thread?
 
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sn seems much more peaceful than your previous methods so i really hooe it works out for you. good luck šŸ¤
 
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we really appreciate it. and i agree :/ it sucks how the world came to be like this. same here for the most part, i'm glad you get some freedom soon though, will you post a goodbye thread?
well I will not post a goodbye thread at all for specific reasons. I hope the freedom is there because I have every possible med that I could obtain. I agree too, the world fucking sucks.
 
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Hopefully you're finally on your way now, best wishes to you
 
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sn seems much more peaceful than your previous methods so i really hooe it works out for you. good luck šŸ¤
lol yes i agree honestly. thank you so much <3
well I will not post a goodbye thread at all for specific reasons. I hope the freedom is there because I have every possible med that I could obtain. I agree too, the world fucking sucks.
i get that, happy you have all your meds. good luck!
Hopefully you're finally on your way now, best wishes to you
thank you!
 
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nice! I'm happy that your wishes are coming true! I hope that when the tijme comes, it goes peacefully. I'll miss seeing your cute pfp when I log on . Best of luck to you xx
 
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may you be at peace with whichever decision you make <3
 
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nice! I'm happy that your wishes are coming true! I hope that when the tijme comes, it goes peacefully. I'll miss seeing your cute pfp when I log on . Best of luck to you xx
thank you so much! and your so sweet šŸ„¹ā¤ļø
may you be at peace with whichever decision you make <3
thank you <333
 
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Woooop, I remember how happy I was when I got mine
 
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Woooop, I remember how happy I was when I got mine
i'm glad you were excited about it! do you have a date planned? also i love the writing bellow your user :)
 
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