Guys I know I posted a few threads about wanting to CTB but I realized that I couldn't just give up after looking back at some of the things I've overcome. I know I've been going through some stuff lately but I refuse to allow life to use me as the punching bag. I couldn't give up because doing so would have been a slap in the face to both of my deceased relatives one who always wanted me to enjoy life and stay positive. I know I'm just a random person out of billions but if my post helps one person then so be it. No matter what you, are never alone. I was given a second chance at life after knocking closely on death's door. I don't know if it was in my head or if I was exaggerating but I kept begging God to end it all when I was sick in the infirmary years ago but instead I was sent back in better health than before. I know life is hard and at times unfair but I like to think that every time I'm still breathing I have a fighting chance even if I have to keep fighting to get that chance. I'm not giving up and I hope whoever reads this doesn't give up either. 
Stay positive, stay strong but nothing else remember that you're never alone in this fight and I hope whatever pain you're going through comes to pass.
Stay positive, stay strong but nothing else remember that you're never alone in this fight and I hope whatever pain you're going through comes to pass.
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