I can’t take it anymore

[alonetomuch]

I really can't take it no more. I don't think I'll be here in the next 24hrs I've starting cutting myself again I'm constantly crying I just want to leave right now. Do you think this rope is ok and will do the trick

 

[foxdie]

I'm so sorry you're in so much pain. Sending you hugs I would advise you against doing anything impulsively when you're in such a state. Is there anything you'd like to talk about?

 

[neverever]

I can understand. I have had 100 moments this week of feeling that I cannot take it anymore.

 

[death137]

I'm sorry OP. Are you planning to do partial or full hanging? If its full then I don't think you should use this rope because its thin and can be more painful. Try to use 10-15mm rope.

 

[Zhontafly]

Welcome to SS @alonetomuch ! You're with good company now. I urge you not to rush into this. I and others don't want you to have to live with more issues, suffering and regret from the consequences of a failed attempt. Sadly our natural biology often doesn't make it easy for us to escape. So unless you have a more sure way of escape then I am sad to inform you that you will likely have to endure. I understand it doesnt change your circumstances but I hope that it can comfort you to know that you arnt alone in this. There are many of us enduring a hellish reality with you and we offer our time, support, understanding, experiences, and best efforts to help you.

Peace and Love

 

[Noriv159]

This really pains me. If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you. There might be a better, more deliberative day. I don't want you to cause yourself more anguish.
Was that blood stains on the rope?