Venting I can't take it anymore.

[Is0lated]

I really thought I would be able to stay for a year or two but my life gets worse every second. I can't take it anymore. I had a lot of plans, I did everything to make my end perfect but I don't have the patience anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing to be free from all the suffering, it's just awful how there's no limit as to how torturous existing can get. But anyway best wishes.