bubblebunny

bubblebunny

Whisperer
Aug 18, 2023
33
I wanted loved so badly. I never had a kiss not even a loving look. It just destroys me. I cry so much over something I can't control. I know I'm ugly but being ugly doesn't block love. I wasn't socially isolated either, I was right there when all my friends were being picked.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Visionary
May 7, 2025
2,310
This is my life... When I was younger I tried to keep a chin up and keep trying. I encourage all younger people (I don't know your age) to give life a chance first... a fair chance... but I completely understand wanting to give up after a while of the same lack of connections over a long life.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Mage
Jul 3, 2025
563
I wanted loved so badly. I never had a kiss not even a loving look. It just destroys me. I cry so much over something I can't control. I know I'm ugly but being ugly doesn't block love. I wasn't socially isolated either, I was right there when all my friends were being picked.
I am so sorry:( you deserve love we all do but some people end up with no love. Its not only because of how a person looks like also other factors led to this for example mental damages which make it impossible for a person to connect to be open for new for allowing another person to come into his life
 
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SanagiMezamete

SanagiMezamete

Member
Jan 1, 2026
69
I'm really sorry. It's so painful to feel left out like that. It's perfectly valid to feel the way you do, although I also hope you can feel loved and accepted soon. That's all anybody really wants deep down, right? Most people anyways. Best wishes, stranger.
 
4colliez

4colliez

washed k9
Nov 17, 2025
41
It hurts so much because love and connection is such a basic human need. And yet it can bring so much pain.

I'm sorry you've had to live with this. You're not any less deserving of it
 
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