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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I can barely function anymore , everyday is getting worse and worse. I can't even get out of bed to feed myself. I just wish I had the energy to get up and kill myself. .

I need motivation to just do it , know that this can end.
 
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LetMeOut67

LetMeOut67

Mage
May 7, 2025
597
Me too so sick of it
 
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bankai

bankai

Visionary
Mar 16, 2025
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Sorry Blueberry, seems like you've been hit especially hard as of late😔
 
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ketopia

ketopia

Missing my Mom
Jun 4, 2025
84
I can barely function anymore , everyday is getting worse and worse. I can't even get out of bed to feed myself. I just wish I had the energy to get up and kill myself. .

I need motivation to just do it , know that this can end.
Sometimes the only thing that can get me up is to pretend I'm someone else in charge of taking care of this body. Something about being in charge of someone elses wellbeing besides my own makes things just a little bit easier. I don't care about myself, but I need to wash this face and feed it something with nutrients and vitamins. I need to give it water and sunlight and rub lotion into it's skin. Hang in there <3
 
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