Venting I can't do this anymore

[hoppybunny]

Literally i went with my mum to work and the only oeace I've had while doing this shit job is gone. At least even though i hated my job i could listen to music and think while i was driving. I could sleep in my car during lunch and eat junk food but now my fucking mum makes me go with her on days we are scheduled together and i fucking hate it. I hate being around her for long periods of time. She acts like she has to talk to me then gets mad and says I'm treating her like as if she needs to beg me to talk when she can simply shut the fuck up and leave me alone.

She keeps being nitpicky and telling me what to do. Shenwants to force me to drink the things she drinks and eat the way she eats. It's so obvious that she just wants tk co trol everything i do and male me a clone of her and i hate it. I hate the stupid podcast prayer she listens to and her music.

I can't even eat in my car during lunch anymore because we drive her car and she has the key. I hate it so much


I hate this shitty life and i hate that i can't kill myself.


9 months of fucking no responses for any jobs. Even simple jobs that require no experience i keep getting rejected from. I hate this so much.

When will i get to enjoy the life that everyone keeps saying is worth living. At this rate I'll be stuck at home with my parents forever