Help i cant do this anymore

[HerBetrayal_]

I have finally reached my limit. I kept trying to hold on but it's been one thing after another since losing my grandmother at the end of january. I just got fired from my job and now am unable to support my dead beat father. I am taking the train to new york for a concert in a little less than a week and I plan on killing myself afterwards so I can at least have something good before I die. I am unsure of how I want to ctb, I was thinking of partial hanging or the night night method but I'm scared of messing up and suffering, or it just not working at all.

 

[Eedrah]

sounds awful, im sorry
hanging has always seemed risky to me, and after watching videos, i dunno
i lost my job this year too, and the women i love very much left, i have been making tentative plans myself

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to suffer, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing, I always wish there's the option to just simply cease existing in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.