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Tonic_Secrecy

Tonic_Secrecy

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Jan 18, 2025
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I've been looking around for SN but can't find anything that doesn't seem shady, so I'm thinking of trying the inert gas method. I can't really decide whether I should buy it or not. I still live with my parents, so I'm also concerned they might ask what I bought. I'd obviously lie, but they know about my mental health issues and might get suspicious. I'm scared they might figure it out.

The last thing I want to ask is: if I do go through with it, should I buy a tube for it too, or can I just feed it in without one? It might be a stupid question, but I asked anyway.
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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It's your decision to buy it or not, we can't make that choice for you. You have to decide what's going to be best for you, we have no way of knowing that. I understand your fears of getting caught but it's a risk you'll have to take if this is what you want. I hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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Jadeith

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Jan 14, 2025
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My take on this matter is - if you can't decide on your own then don't do it. Don't ask others to decide for you. It's not a matter than can be decided by anybody else.
Attempt only if you are 100% sure that this is what you want. No hasty decisions, no acting on an impulse, no external influence.

As for more technical question - something must deliver gas from tank to the bag/hood so if the regulator is not already equipped with a pipe/hose, one must be obtained separately.
 
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kitia973

kitia973

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Dec 24, 2024
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If you're scared about your parents discovering you, I would recommed a hotel to ctb at. I understand that finding a method can be tricky, and ultimately it is your decision if you decide to carry through with any plan. I wish you the best.
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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if I do go through with it, should I buy a tube for it too, or can I just feed it in without one?
Are you asking if you need any extra equipment besides the tank of gas? A proper setup as a couple of extra things. See here:
 
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