Venting I can't deal with this body anymore.

[MoralApathy]

I hate my vagina. I hate being born a woman. I hate that even if I transition into a male, I still won't feel desirable because I won't have a penis. I hate that even as a WOMAN I feel undesirable without a penis. I hate that I can't talk about this without having my feelings minimized. I hate that I can't even be an ally because of my chronic envy of trans women. I hate that if I would probably CHOOSE to be one regardless of dysphoria if I could. I hate that I've posted about this before and can't seem to get any better. I give up. This good person shit isn't working for me anymore. My inferiority complex is too strong and being socially acceptable is too hard on my mental health. I'm one more transphobe accusation away from coming out as double trans or smth so I can feel special again. Like woman who just has dysphoria about having female natal parts. God knows I'm not getting that as a man. Especially one with no weiner. Fml. (Also I will SH for each person who calls me a TERF in the replies. I'm in no mental state to handle that crap like a mature human being.)

 

[eatantz]

I relate. I want to cut myself until my body rots. I hate having a vagina. I hate being a woman.... wish I never even existed

 

[Alexandra_]

I relate. I want to cut myself until my body rots. I hate having a vagina. I hate being a woman.... wish I never even existed

I hate being a woman, too. I don't want to be trapped in this body; I feel sickened by every single cell of it