i can't believe i'm gonna suicide. i have like quarter of a year left

[xXSufferingXx]

i have like quarter of a year left, if my CTB plan works.
i'm doing whatever i can to enjoy everything.
movies... music... stay the fuck away from political conversation... enjoy nature.
all that.
i wish i could eat myself fat asf in my favorite foods too, but i have a health problem which dictates me to be skinny in order to feel good

 

[Worndown]

Do what you can. That is all anyone can do.

 

[Lyn]

i have like quarter of a year left, if my CTB plan works.
i'm doing whatever i can to enjoy everything.
movies... music... stay the fuck away from political conversation... enjoy nature.
all that.
i wish i could eat myself fat asf in my favorite foods too, but i have a health problem which dictates me to be skinny in order to feel good

I feel you. Setting a date can bring some kind of...freedom, I guess. You can really enjoy at least some time of the existence, if you have such a chance.