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phantomisgone

phantomisgone

Saving my world first before theirs.
Oct 17, 2022
55
I'm just ready to do this at this point.
I've been a lurker in the community for a while and I'm happy that I've found you guys. I know that I'm no longer alone in this.

After so many failed attempts from previous methods, I finally found the answer. I hope that this is a sign for me.
 
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Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
162
If you plan to CTB soon, I hope that you are able to enjoy your final moments. I also hope you find the peace you are looking for in the long run. You are definitely among the like minded here.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,463
It must had been so awful going through those failed attempts, failing ctb is what I fear, so it must be a relief to have the option of SN, a method that is known to be successful. I wish you freedom from your suffering for when the time is right for you to leave.
 
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hush hush

Student
May 13, 2022
128
I'm just ready to do this at this point.
I've been a lurker in the community for a while and I'm happy that I've found you guys. I know that I'm no longer alone in this.

After so many failed attempts from previous methods, I finally found the answer. I hope that this is a sign for me.
Don't forget to follow the full SN guide to make sure that your exit will be successful when you decide to do so. Otherwise, you may panic and call 911 and end up in a psychiatric prison.
 
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NoWayOut22

NoWayOut22

Member
Nov 13, 2020
47
Don't forget to follow the full SN guide to make sure that your exit will be successful when you decide to do so. Otherwise, you may panic and call 911 and end up in a psychiatric prison.
While this may happen alot, getting sectioned. It did not happen to me after my SN attempt. I honestly think it depends on what you tell them as to why you took it.
If you say because youre depressed then yes theres a good chance you will get sectioned.
I just said I had money worries and if I didnt have those I wouldnt have swallowed the SN.
Here I am, not sectioned and have to speak to my doctor regularly and gave me the crisis number and they are supporting me with the right team to make sure I get help financially.
Little do they realise Im already planning my next attempt :D
Next time i wont ring the paramedics though, I know what to expect with SN since my lips and face turned blue and I was given methylene blue (it wasnt nice coughing that up or urinating blue for 3 days after)
I was going to write my story and let people read it, but since im not a regular or post often, I didnt see the point.
But if anyone wants to know what I went through in a private message I would be more than happy to share my experience.
I also learned you do not need A+E or antacids for it to work. You just need to starve yourself for at least 12 hours like I did and paracetomol, thats all I used.
 
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insomni_yak001

insomni_yak001

Member
Mar 31, 2022
36
I'm so happy you got your SN. I'm wishing you peace.

I am desperate for some SN and can't figure out a source because one of the main ones went away. I can't figure out how to message you but if you could message me a source I'd be eternally grateful
 
universe

universe

Experienced
Jul 15, 2022
241
I imagine it's a relief to have the SN in your hands. And at the same time I'm sorry that life has tested you so much and that you have arrived here. I am also counting CTB soon, I have my SN and everything.

I wish you find peace.
 
Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
I'm just ready to do this at this point.
I've been a lurker in the community for a while and I'm happy that I've found you guys. I know that I'm no longer alone in this.

After so many failed attempts from previous methods, I finally found the answer. I hope that this is a sign for me.
I hope that this time it will work out. I fell with a rope three times and a plastic bag two times.

While this may happen alot, getting sectioned. It did not happen to me after my SN attempt. I honestly think it depends on what you tell them as to why you took it.
If you say because youre depressed then yes theres a good chance you will get sectioned.
I just said I had money worries and if I didnt have those I wouldnt have swallowed the SN.
Here I am, not sectioned and have to speak to my doctor regularly and gave me the crisis number and they are supporting me with the right team to make sure I get help financially.
Little do they realise Im already planning my next attempt :D
Next time i wont ring the paramedics though, I know what to expect with SN since my lips and face turned blue and I was given methylene blue (it wasnt nice coughing that up or urinating blue for 3 days after)
I was going to write my story and let people read it, but since im not a regular or post often, I didnt see the point.
But if anyone wants to know what I went through in a private message I would be more than happy to share my experience.
I also learned you do not need A+E or antacids for it to work. You just need to starve yourself for at least 12 hours like I did and paracetomol, thats all I used.
I need to know why sn failed so I can avoid it when I try sn. Please? (And please people don't bully him into silence. It makes sn look scary)

I'm so happy you got your SN. I'm wishing you peace.

I am desperate for some SN and can't figure out a source because one of the main ones went away. I can't figure out how to message you but if you could message me a source I'd be eternally grateful
Newcomers can't use the private message until they post enough. Not sure how many
 

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