I blame my parents

[ramble]

I entirely blame my parents, specifically my father, for my urge to CTB. I feel like for a lot of people, parents are one of the main reasons for CTB. I'm planning to depart in the next few weeks but if I were to ever have been a father I would have loved and nurtured my child so they never have to experience life like I have.

 

[iloverachel]

I am so sorry you had to experience what I am assuming is a non-loving and abusive father. Your father is supposed to be the one who nurtures and loves you like you said, so it is saddening to see the opposite happen.

Best wishes

 

[FuneralCry]

It's so cruel how people have to suffer so much in this existence all through no fault of their own, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.