Venting i been trying

[danisnotok]

I've been trying to push myself to do what I thought I wanted to do, something I always told myself I'd do when I grew up. but now that I'm grown, I don't understand why it's so hard. I actually enjoy it, but doing it feels exhausting, I don't want to keep carrying this constant tiredness.
I think being tired drains my motivation, but it's not something I can just fix. It's not like I need to sleep for three days straight, I'm just tired of living ig

 

[Dingusguy]

I know that feeling, no matter how much you know you like something and actually want to do it, it feel taxing on your already low energy. And because of that sometimes trying what you want to do can feel like a chore. The fun gets sucked out of life at some point. Or it feels that way anyhow.

 

[58Alice85]

If you somehow beat this lethargy, and you work hard at you want to achieve, and you gain something good and valuable.
Then everyone will suddenly hate you and do everything to break you down.
This world is filled with monsters, they smile when they see you miserable, get enraged when they see you happy or at peace.
this world is a cancer