Help I ate 2 hours ago and want to SN CTB

[babyneo1]

I have 50g of SN available with weight scale and premosam and klozep

I really want to CTB, my ex she blocked me everywhere and got nothing going for me in the future. Waste of life

Any way I can ingest SN and still CTB without 4-6 hours fasting?

Thanks

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

It's recommended to fast for at least 8 hours.

 

[whywereyouborn]

what'd you eat? you're 100% going to vomit btw and the food in your stomach (if you ate a heavy meal) may delay the SN from working so you may go through a little bit more discomfort. i wouldn't recommend you do it now, since it seems like it's on impulse and ones made on impulse are more likely to survive due to lack of preparation. but yeah, if you don't care about the fact that it might be a little more uncomfortable and might take a little more time then 25g of SN is guaranteed to kill if you're alone and have enough time. and since you're probably gonna vomit you might wanna have another glass ready just in case you're committed

 

[babyneo1]

what'd you eat? you're 100% going to vomit btw and the food in your stomach (if you ate a heavy meal) may delay the SN from working so you may go through a little bit more discomfort. i wouldn't recommend you do it now, since it seems like it's on impulse and ones made on impulse are more likely to survive due to lack of preparation. but yeah, if you don't care about the fact that it might be a little more uncomfortable and might take a little more time then 25g of SN is guaranteed to kill if you're alone and have enough time. and since you're probably gonna vomit you might wanna have another glass ready just in case you're committed

I have my father in my room with me, I have weight scale, Premosan (antiemetics) and klozep (light benzo)

 

[whywereyouborn]

I have my father in my room with me, I have weight scale, Premosan (antiemetics) and klozep (light benzo)

i'd recommend you not attempt. first of all your father is going to save you, and you're going to the ward. and if he leaves the room for any reason and checks in on you later, there's a chance for brain damage. you have to do it when you know you'll be alone

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

I believe that you must fast because of the risk of vomitting! It's ideal to have an empty stomach so it's a more peaceful death. I'm unsure if vomitting would remove the SN from your system or not, though.

 

[babyneo1]

i'd recommend you not attempt. first of all your father is going to save you, and you're going to the ward. and if he leaves the room for any reason and checks in on you later, there's a chance for brain damage. you have to do it when you know you'll be alone

How can he save if it takes like 40 mins to CTB, he leaves in the morning to go swim and etc

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

i'd recommend you not attempt. first of all your father is going to save you, and you're going to the ward. and if he leaves the room for any reason and checks in on you later, there's a chance for brain damage. you have to do it when you know you'll be alone

I definitely agree with this. Only take it if you are sure that you will fully pass, and that you want to fully pass. If there is the chance of someone saving you before you do, this would come with many complications that would only make life worse. This, of course, isn't certain... but I wouldn't say it's worth risking.

 

[babyneo1]

But

I definitely agree with this. Only take it if you are sure that you will fully pass, and that you want to fully pass. If there is the chance of someone saving you before you do, this would come with many complications that would only make life worse. This, of course, isn't certain... but I wouldn't say it's worth risking.

But how can I be saved? If they don't know what I took and I wake up early morning drink everything and go back to sleep

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

How can he save if it takes like 40 mins to CTB, he leaves in the morning to go swim and etc

If you're sure about this, are you able to wait until he leaves?

 

[babyneo1]

If you're sure about this, are you able to wait until he leaves?

Yes, I was alone today for several hours and tomorrow he is going on excursion (tour guide) I can do it in the room

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

But

But how can I be saved? If they don't know what I took and I wake up early morning drink everything and go back to sleep

The symptoms could indicate a sickness of some sort, and if they catch you near death you have a chance of being hospitalized.

 

[babyneo1]

The symptoms could indicate a sickness of some sort, and if they catch you near death you have a chance of being hospitalized.

i'd recommend you not attempt. first of all your father is going to save you, and you're going to the ward. and if he leaves the room for any reason and checks in on you later, there's a chance for brain damage. you have to do it when you know you'll be alone

Already been at the ward in march (4 weeks)

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

Already been at the ward in march (4 weeks)

Yikkess, if you have known history of SI then thats pretty risky imo. I'd also reccomend not attempting right now, since it's better to be fully prepared and 100% sure that there is no intervention.
The last thing you want is to be in a worse, irreversible state (and though you might not be, there is always a chance).

 

[UserFromNowhere]

I believe that you must fast because of the risk of vomitting! It's ideal to have an empty stomach so it's a more peaceful death. I'm unsure if vomitting would remove the SN from your system or not, though.

Fasting is recommended for the stomach to be able to absorb more SN due to the lack of other intervening substances which could slow absorption. There is a very high probability of throwing up regardless of if you fast as your body recognizes SN to be a poisonous substance and attempts to rid itself of the material. The goal with an empty stomach is to allow as much of the SN to be absorbed before expulsion.

But how can I be saved? If they don't know what I took and I wake up early morning drink everything and go back to sleep

Methemoglobin (the primary mechanism by which SN works to cause death) results in a distinctive blue tone of your body which can very readily be used to determine the administration of methylene blue is necessary, that's if the pulse ox (which will show decreased blood oxygenation levels) does not clue emergency services into this in the first place. The 8 hours of fasting is a minimum and gives time to consider whether you actually want to die or if it's just impulsive ideation (which should not be acted on).

 

[Spit On My Grave]

YoSTOPIT

 

[babyneo1]

Fasting is recommended for the stomach to be able to absorb more SN due to the lack of other intervening substances which could slow absorption. There is a very high probability of throwing up regardless of if you fast as your body recognizes SN to be a poisonous substance and attempts to rid itself of the material. The goal with an empty stomach is to allow as much of the SN to be absorbed before expulsion.

Methemoglobin (the primary mechanism by which SN works to cause death) results in a distinctive blue tone of your body which can very readily be used to determine the administration of methylene blue is necessary, that's if the pulse ox (which will show decreased blood oxygenation levels) does not clue emergency services into this in the first place. The 8 hours of fasting is a minimum and gives time to consider whether you actually want to die or if it's just impulsive ideation (which should not be acted on).

Thanks, will wait and fast then

YoSTOPIT

Stop what

Yikkess, if you have known history of SI then thats pretty risky imo. I'd also reccomend not attempting right now, since it's better to be fully prepared and 100% sure that there is no intervention.
The last thing you want is to be in a worse, irreversible state (and though you might not be, there is always a chance).

Tomorrow my father he goes for tour guide and I will be left alone, I have Antiemetics and light benzos

 

[eternallyjanedoe]

Fasting is recommended for the stomach to be able to absorb more SN due to the lack of other intervening substances which could slow absorption. There is a very high probability of throwing up regardless of if you fast as your body recognizes SN to be a poisonous substance and attempts to rid itself of the material. The goal with an empty stomach is to allow as much of the SN to be absorbed before expulsion.

Methemoglobin (the primary mechanism by which SN works to cause death) results in a distinctive blue tone of your body which can very readily be used to determine the administration of methylene blue is necessary, that's if the pulse ox (which will show decreased blood oxygenation levels) does not clue emergency services into this in the first place. The 8 hours of fasting is a minimum and gives time to consider whether you actually want to die or if it's just impulsive ideation (which should not be acted on).

Bah, perfect! Thank you for taking the time to respond like this. I didn't know about the absorbtion aspect, but that makes a lot of sense.

 

[babyneo1]

Bah, perfect! Thank you for taking the time to respond like this. I didn't know about the absorbtion aspect, but that makes a lot of sense.

Interesting read indeed, will fast and wait

 

[UserFromNowhere]

Thanks, will wait and fast then

8 hours is a minimum, 12 is recommended by most protocols, and 24-48 hours is advised if you want to be conservative (although this length of time may inadvertently lead to the opposite situation where your stomach expels the SN before you can absorb much of it due to a rejection of substances in general). I'd say take the time to reflect on if you actually want to do this. The door is always open but once you step through it there's no coming back.

 

[babyneo1]

8 hours is a minimum, 12 is recommended by most protocols, and 24-48 hours is advised if you want to be conservative (although this length of time may inadvertently lead to the opposite situation where your stomach expels the SN before you can absorb much of it due to a rejection of substances in general). I'd say take the time to reflect on if you actually want to do this. The door is always open but once you step through it there's no coming back.

I will sleep and it will be around 8-9 hours fast