Unfortunately, I'm in love with my best friend. It's a love that is sadly unrequited, and the truth is I've been unable to get over it for years. I've spent years trying to find someone who makes me feel the same way she does, but I haven't been able to. I'd give everything for her. But I've decided I can't live with this weight in my chest any longer… For some reason, I've planned to overwork myself in the coming months, make a lot of money, CBT, and leave everything I earn to her. I want her to have it all, even if I'm not around, everything I couldn't give her while I was alive. At this point, I've tried every possible way to heal… We've stopped talking, we've started talking again. This for almost 12 years. Whatever happens, we always return to the same place. I just want to rest and avoid the unbearable pain of the day she finds someone else and starts a family with someone who isn't me. I just want to make a lot of money in the next few months, leave it all to her, and finally be able to rest.
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BlueButterfly111
Autistic and Heartbroken
- Dec 26, 2024
- 241
Have you tried telling her about how you feel about her, and expressing your feelings for her? Does she know?
Yes, unfortunately she said she doesn't feel the same way
BlueButterfly111
Autistic and Heartbroken
- Dec 26, 2024
- 241
DM12
New Member
- Mar 16, 2025
- 1
Tu historia me hace recordar al libro que se llama las penas del joven werther
Worndown
Illuminated
- Mar 21, 2019
- 3,467
It is difficult to turn that into real freindship. The kind that leaves you happy as her life progresses.
Have you sought any form of therapy? You probably need outside input to manage this. It can be done.
Have you sought any form of therapy? You probably need outside input to manage this. It can be done.
Innereye
Know thy self
- Jan 18, 2020
- 303
You need to walk away from this person's orbit my friend. Detach or be tortured. Called 'friend zone' for a reason.
You aren't in love. you've been gamed and simpifified badly. Reading this split my head open.
You aren't in love. you've been gamed and simpifified badly. Reading this split my head open.
