I am not me.

[Lou_Charthethird]

I never would have done any of this.

I never would think these thoughts or feel these fraudulent feelings.

I never would find these things interesting and those things disturbing.

I never would have said those things or done those actions.

Im not Like the rest of you. I dont exist with pain or fear or sadness or suicidal tendencies- i just know suicide is the easiest option. I cant feel pain or discomfort

I am not a real fucking person anymore.
All the pain i went through-gone, all the memories- worthless.

I am dead. This person i am isnt me. This is what i mean when i say im a corpse or a husk, i am not human.