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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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Acquiring antiemetics turned out to be more difficult than getting SN. I was rejected multiple times by my doctors, so I turned to online pharmacies. It was frustrating because I wouldn't dare do the SN method without the full protocol (and I have benzos already).

But ordering antiemetics from an online pharmacy freakin' worked! So I am now much closer to having a method ready, and it gives me peace. The antiemetic expires in 2029 so I have plenty of time to postpone my ctb if ever.

It's crazy and paradoxical how having a method gives a mood lift to enjoy life a bit somehow.

The antiemetic is metoclopramide MCP-ratiopharm® 10 mg and it's 100 tablets. I just hope it's legit. Is there a way to test it?

(I won't give the source, sorry).
 
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RiverOfLife

Student
Nov 7, 2024
116
I know what you mean about having the method available making you feel better. Maybe it's because you have one fewer thing to stress over.
 
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iwanttodie019

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May 4, 2025
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Is it like tablets?Also what do you mean by 100 mg?
also what is the expiration date of benzos?
Acquiring antiemetics turned out to be more difficult than getting SN. I was rejected multiple times by my doctors, so I turned to online pharmacies. It was frustrating because I wouldn't dare do the SN method without the full protocol (and I have benzos already).

But ordering antiemetics from an online pharmacy freakin' worked! So I am now much closer to having a method ready, and it gives me peace. The antiemetic expires in 2029 so I have plenty of time to postpone my ctb if ever.

It's crazy and paradoxical how having a method gives a mood lift to enjoy life a bit somehow.

The antiemetic is metoclopramide MCP-ratiopharm® 10 mg and it's 100 tablets. I just hope it's legit. Is there a way to test it?

(I won't give the source, sorry)
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
Sounds pretty sweet. You sound like a real keener. At least you're not hooped anymore, eh?

Just ignore me. I don't know what I'm saying. Just being stupid. 🤪
 

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