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[jacrispy]

Hi,
Two years ago I was on this site tirelessly testing the rebreather III. things got better for a while. now, they are the worst they have ever been. I'm going to have to CTB before Wednesday when I have a court date. I'm planning on going tomorrow and hanging myself in the woods. Wish me luck.

 

[bankai]

I'm sorry, brother. I hope you find peace. i wish you luck since that's what you want

 

[Unknown21]

I remember you bro, I'm sorry for this. Wish you the best of luck.

 

[collapsenik]

We came back on the same day. Also joined two years ago. Hope we both find peace.

 

[frayed]

I have a court date

can I ask for what purpose?

 

[jacrispy]

can I ask for what purpose?

I have a PFA against me from an ex. She got our entire mutual list of friends to turn against me. The thought of facing who I thought was my support system is too much for me to handle

We came back on the same day. Also joined two years ago. Hope we both find peace.

Good luck.

 

[Dante_]

I remember you too, well from before this acc but I wish you all the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[NoPoint2Life]

Wow, I remember seeing so many of those rebreather posts from you when I was lurking here for over a year.
I actually assumed you had found a way to ctb somehow

I'm sorry you just wound up suffering more in the end.

I hope you find peace.

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Omg, I remember seeing you on nitrogen scuba diving forum, and you had ordered the equipment and everything.

I didn't know you left, I thought you had cbt'd. I'm so sorry things have gotten worse for you in the end.

I hope you find peace whatever you end up doing <3

 

[Leonszabs]

I'm hoping you find peace

 

[Nightfoot]

I have a PFA against me from an ex. She got our entire mutual list of friends to turn against me. The thought of facing who I thought was my support system is too much for me to handle

Good luck.

If you CBT as a result, doesn't your ex win bigger than if you fought it in court but still lost? Whatever penalties are you facing probably aren't on the same level as losing your life.

 

[darksouls]

I am so sorry for your situation
wishing you good luck
I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[jacrispy]

If you CBT as a result, doesn't your ex win bigger than if you fought it in court but still lost? Whatever penalties are you facing probably aren't on the same level as losing your life.

I am not worried about losing everything, because I already have. She took my home we shared, our dog, my job, and she has said the "magic words" to get a PFA. I have not had the chance to defend myself, a PFA gets issued almost immediately. What I do see is all of my friends also on this PFA. It's difficult to imagine what these people have heard or said about me. No matter what, I have already lost

 

[HD72]

Oh wow I thought u CTB'd and was at peace I'm so sorry. What does she say you did?