Venting I am a useless person

[KillingPain267]

I failed as a child
I failed as a family member
I failed as a citizen
I failed as a worker
I failed as a friend
I failed as a neighbor
I failed as a spouse
I failed as a Christian
I failed as a person
I failed as a human being

I am a useless eater and deserve to be put to death

 

[Reflection]

You didn't fail, you were probably just given a shitty hand like most of us here have so please don't be hard on yourself, you don't deserve to be put to death, you deserve peace of mind, sometimes there's just only so much you can do.

 

[KillingPain267]

You didn't fail, you were probably just given a shitty hand like most of us here have so please don't be hard on yourself, you don't deserve to be put to death, you deserve peace of mind, sometimes there's just only so much you can do.

But I wish to be put to death. If only society was merciful enough to put useless eaters like me to sleep instead of torturing me by keeping me alive while looking down on me.