Hydrogen Sulfide. Detergent Suicide.

[timetogo00]

I have failed attempts in my past. OTC pills, sleeping pills, mixed pills, don't have a gun, wrist cuts, alcohol, drugs, hanging is very painful like a turkey, and other methods are complex or expensive. It is hard to CTB.

Therapists and contacts say wait a little longer, things always get better, or don't be a chump because that person who CTB was weak. Now I'm not an advocate for suicide. Don't do it. I'd encourage everyone to not do it. Some people have things to live for. Others like me don't and we tried to fit a system that doesn't suit us. We've suffered much.

While eating casually watching the news, I saw a woman who CTB in a parking lot by making hydrogen sulfide inside her sealed car. Police fixed the scene within hours without fair as she did it after closing time. Employees simply reported her car. She placed signs on and around her car alerting responders and they handled it.

Thanks to the media for reporting on the trend from Japan that I've researched enough and been able to easily procure. You shame suicidal people as if we're bad, but you did me a great service. I don't have thousands for a hospital stay. Therapists who don't respond to messages after you pay them money.

A mix of hydrochloric acid like toilet bowl cleaner that's available at practically any retailer and something that contains sulfur like a pesticide or fungicide from a garden or hardware store. Then they've released videos and articles on what exactly to buy with photos.

Soon I'll try to go my way. I'm excited to exit without relying on chance since their videos and studies have helped much and I'll seal my car, post signs of the danger of the mix and orange cones in a remote place, then mix it, wait outside, and later go in to breath my final breaths after 700-1000 PPM.

And thanks to Japan. I'm glad we live in a digital world. I finally have a way out. I'm no longer trapped here. To mental health professionals: Most of you suck. You're a business. Suicide has been at its highest levels in the U.S. ever. Who's actually helping. You want money.

 

[Lime]

I have failed attempts in my past. OTC pills, sleeping pills, mixed pills, don't have a gun, wrist cuts, alcohol, drugs, hanging is very painful like a turkey, and other methods are complex or expensive. It is hard to CTB.

Therapists and contacts say wait a little longer, things always get better, or don't be a chump because that person who CTB was weak. Now I'm not an advocate for suicide. Don't do it. I'd encourage everyone to not do it. Some people have things to live for. Others like me don't and we tried to fit a system that doesn't suit us. We've suffered much.

While eating casually watching the news, I saw a woman who CTB in a parking lot by making hydrogen sulfide inside her sealed car. Police fixed the scene within hours without fair as she did it after closing time. Employees simply reported her car. She placed signs on and around her car alerting responders and they handled it.

Thanks to the media for reporting on the trend from Japan that I've researched enough and been able to easily procure. You shame suicidal people as if we're bad, but you did me a great service. I don't have thousands for a hospital stay. Therapists who don't respond to messages after you pay money.

A mix of hydrochloric acid like toilet bowl cleaner that's available at practically any retailer and something that contains sulfur like a pesticide or fungicide from a garden or hardware store. Then they've released videos and articles on what exactly to buy with photos.

Tomorrow I'll try to go my way. I'm so excited to exit without relying on chance since their videos and studies have helped much and I'll seal my car, post signs of the danger of the mix and orange cones in a remote place, then mix it, wait outside, and later go in to breath my final breaths after 700-1000 PPM.

And thanks to Japan. I'm glad we live in a digital world. I finally have a way out.

Its a lot harder now to find toilet bowl cleaners with the active ingredient in it now than it used to be.. and this method can hurt a lot of ppl as others have said.. I never got to go through with this as my supplies were confiscated before I could try but they did warn me that it will leak into the surrounding area no matter what and passerby could have bad effects.. I dont know society is awful but good luck if you intend to go this way

 

[timetogo00]

Its a lot harder now to find toilet bowl cleaners with the active ingredient in it now than it used to be.. and this method can hurt a lot of ppl as others have said.. I never got to go through with this as my supplies were confiscated before I could try but they did warn me that it will leak into the surrounding area no matter what and passerby could have bad effects.. I dont know society is awful but good luck if you intend to go this way

I'm sorry your things were taken. I easily got toilet bowl cleaner with hydrochloric acid at Walmart. I checked labels. Hydrochloric acid is also sold under other names that are easy to find at common stores.

There's a video of firefighters in San Diego wearing hazmat suits and gas masks showing the levels of hydrogen sulfide decreases within 14-30 minutes after car doors are opened. People who use this method must have enough warning signals and signs around their car. 75 feet was the distance of it being detectable.

I understand your concerns. I don't want to hurt anyone. The police and responding services have bulletins that have gone out all over the country about this method. They are aware and hazmat units have been trained on dealing with chemical suicides. Doing it at night and in a car in an open, remote space is best to avoid harming others especially as the weather gets nice.

Guitarist Slash's step daughter also CTB this way.

 

[1997]

I have failed attempts in my past. OTC pills, sleeping pills, mixed pills, don't have a gun, wrist cuts, alcohol, drugs, hanging is very painful like a turkey, and other methods are complex or expensive. It is hard to CTB.

Therapists and contacts say wait a little longer, things always get better, or don't be a chump because that person who CTB was weak. Now I'm not an advocate for suicide. Don't do it. I'd encourage everyone to not do it. Some people have things to live for. Others like me don't and we tried to fit a system that doesn't suit us. We've suffered much.

While eating casually watching the news, I saw a woman who CTB in a parking lot by making hydrogen sulfide inside her sealed car. Police fixed the scene within hours without fair as she did it after closing time. Employees simply reported her car. She placed signs on and around her car alerting responders and they handled it.

Thanks to the media for reporting on the trend from Japan that I've researched enough and been able to easily procure. You shame suicidal people as if we're bad, but you did me a great service. I don't have thousands for a hospital stay. Therapists who don't respond to messages after you pay them money.

A mix of hydrochloric acid like toilet bowl cleaner that's available at practically any retailer and something that contains sulfur like a pesticide or fungicide from a garden or hardware store. Then they've released videos and articles on what exactly to buy with photos.

Soon I'll try to go my way. I'm excited to exit without relying on chance since their videos and studies have helped much and I'll seal my car, post signs of the danger of the mix and orange cones in a remote place, then mix it, wait outside, and later go in to breath my final breaths after 700-1000 PPM.

And thanks to Japan. I'm glad we live in a digital world. I finally have a way out. I'm no longer trapped here. To mental health professionals: Most of you suck. You're a business. Suicide has been at its highest levels in the U.S. ever. Who's actually helping. You want money.

is this method almost painless?

 

[supremacyofdeath]

Never heard of this method. Seems rather simple, like charcoal in a car.
Why not just try burning coals in a car then?
But I'm curious to try this.

 

[DoomCry]

Three people I knew died because of this hydrogen sulfide. There was a gentleman in the place where I live who had a stable and an area where he collected sewage and his son had gone to see why apparently the trap door would not open and when he opened it and remained very hot he entered and must have fallen immediately because he was found without signs of struggle on the ground and after that with his father who had gone to help him and had seen his son on the ground and when he entered under this trap door he also fell probably he was intoxicated and died and the other son who arrived later also died. They probably didn't even smell it. In the newspapers it was written that the hydrogen sulfide was caused by the putrefaction of all the animal stuff that was inside.

 

[ToANewWorld]

Its a lot harder now to find toilet bowl cleaners with the active ingredient in it

This is a bit off topic but why the f*$&& does the government foil any all methods of ctb while also not providing any safe and painless alternative? What was that slogan again? My body my choice? What bigger issue of body autonomy than having the right of self-termination.

 

[supremacyofdeath]

This is a bit off topic but why the f*$&& does the government foil any all methods of ctb while also not providing any safe and painless alternative? What was that slogan again? My body my choice? What bigger issue of body autonomy than having the right of self-termination.

Because they *want* you to be in a constant state of suffering and desperation so that you are much easier to control and distract. You are too busy to die or too busy suffering to care to put much attention into what that are doing. In turn they can also turn you against each other. "Your pain is caused by this other group you should hate them" and vice versa.

 

[tpboy]

i will say what they said in the book, final exit. there are many ways to die but most of them are very unpleasant.

 

[EmptyBottle]

Never heard of this method. Seems rather simple, like charcoal in a car.
Why not just try burning coals in a car then?
But I'm curious to try this.

charcoal fumes are hard to breathe (also some fire risk too)

 

[timetogo00]

charcoal fumes are hard to breathe (also some fire risk too)

My car isn't big enough for the charcoal grill method, but there's online photos of people who did it in a car. They sealed the vents doors and windows. A group of Asian women did it in an SUV. It appears to be painless. In every photo, faces look peaceful. Someone can research if it's 100% painless. I'm tired.

There's photos of meetups with food and actual bbqs in Asia before they CTB using this method. Its ironic to see peaceful death faces of strangers as if they gathered for a party.

The article below tells how it originated in Asia and is popular to the point where one in four people in Hong Kong use this method. Maybe Americans and other countries don't know about it. It's also cheap.

Personally, I have nice memories of barbecuing hotdogs and chicken and don't have space. I can't go out with my last memories of grilling in this way.

Taking the easy way out?

When Jessica Choi Yuk-chun sealed the windows and doors of her bedroom, lit charcoal in a barbecue grill and then lay down to die in her village house in Sheung Shui in November 1998, she cannot have imagined the appalling repercussions of her lonely death.

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For H2S, I've been assembling and refining. You shouldn't go to one store and buy five or six bottles of toilet bowl cleaner. They also won't have everything at one store. When checking ingredient labels, many products don't have hcl or sulphur ingredients.

I discovered the Works toilet bowl cleaner possibly no longer contains hcl after not seeing it on the ingredients label and reading in an Internet forum that they may have changed their formula.

Finding a good sulfur source was hard. There's different sulfuric compounds and learning which one is good or viable required time to understand. Fungicides containing sulfur aren't as common. Using dandruff shampoo and other sources listed wasn't ideal.

I confirmed I don't need to mix 2 gallons of the ingredients as that would be overkill and potentially cause an exodus of foamy material all over the car and me. I will wear goggles, long gloves, and protective clothing. Nighttime to reduce chances of detection and discovery.

I wish there was a way to test the chemicals, but can't risk knocking myself out. It's like a semi-random game of chemistry, but if it worked for others why not me.

I told my mother to cremate me and blocked her number as she became verbally abusive when I didn't wish her happy Mother's Day. I forget about Mother's Day because she was a horrible mother even as an adult. Naturally, the holiday doesn't register for me. I don't know if they would honor my wish, but I wish I could send my family the money to cremate me. I think they'll need it, but idk how to convey or send it.

What helped me is knowledge that our body no longer belongs to us when we leave. If we, in fact have souls, our souls leave the vessel, and we have peace. Every problem, every issue will cease upon leaving. CTB isn't a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It is permanent rest for persistent restlessness and pain.

I'm excited to leave and not grow old here.

 

[psp3000]

Finding a good sulfur source was hard. There's different sulfuric compounds and learning which one is good or viable required time to understand. Fungicides containing sulfur aren't as common. Using dandruff shampoo and other sources listed wasn't ideal.

what about epsom salts ?

when I heard about this method about a few months to a year ago I didn't see them mentioned much but since its easily accessible I really hope that they are enough in case of "emergency"

 

[timetogo00]

what about epsom salts ?

when I heard about this method about a few months to a year ago I didn't see them mentioned much but since its easily accessible I really hope that they are enough in case of "emergency"

Thanks for mentioning Epsom salt, but a search revealed it's not viable:

"the reaction between Epsom salt and hydrochloric acid (HCl), the direct chemical reaction MgSO₄ + HCl → H₂SO₄ + MgCl₂ is not feasible because magnesium sulfate does not react with hydrochloric acid to produce sulfuric acid and magnesium chloride. However, magnesium sulfate can be used in electrolysis to produce sulfuric acid, but this process is inefficient and impractical"

I don't know what electrolysis is or feel like messing with electricity lol, but I'll research it more because I saw a container of Epsom salt in one of the photos investigators captured at a H2S scene

 

[Intoxicated]

Finding a good sulfur source was hard. There's different sulfuric compounds and learning which one is good or viable required time to understand. Fungicides containing sulfur aren't as common. Using dandruff shampoo and other sources listed wasn't ideal.

Don't you have access to any online shops offering sales of sulfur powder or metal sulfides at your location? In my country, I can purchase elemental sulfur, metal sulfides, HCl and H2SO4 on widely known online marketplaces where I could also buy a teflon pan or washing powder, with the same ease.

 

[timetogo00]

Don't you have access to any online shops offering sales of sulfur powder or metal sulfides at your location? In my country, I can purchase elemental sulfur, metal sulfides, HCl and H2SO4 on widely known online marketplaces where I could also buy a teflon pan or washing powder, with the same ease.

I don't think I have time to wait but will consider it. I got bad news today and luckily I've been down a long time so it didn't make me feel worse. I don't have Amazoon prem, but I'll check delivery times. Thanks.

Googe maps has a feature where you can search for a product and it shows which stores near you have it. I've used it and store websites to find things. I've been trying to not leave a digital trail for when or if they investigate.

They've listed and shown photos of products used at scenes. Right now I'm focused on finding a location. I read about people who were found before they could finish, some who didn't pick a good location or were intoxicated. Picking a location is taking time and research.

I would never do it in a residential area or parking lot. I want a remote area. I'm also noting stuff to delete like profiles, email accounts, and changing my number. If I could, I would make it like I never existed.

I'm gonna get rid of my phone and destroy my laptop. I will say the police don't give a fuck. Don't give them evidence. Years ago I had to report someone missing and all they did was take a police report. They never went looking for him. Unless you're an attractive blonde female or a rich person, they don't care. Don't give them evidence. Destroy it and all devices. Let them move onto their next case.