Venting How ?

[Hadès]

I'm thinking about cbt often, more often than before... again...

The thing is, deep inside of me I feel anger towards people I'm around, anger that of course I never express... Because I'm not like that, I'm not like them...

That's also why I think about cbt , because I would rather kms than do harm to anyone...

I tried many ways to achieve happiness since I lost what seems like everything and everyone to me and it didn't really work...

Tried to reach "friends" for some help or tried to socialize
Tried hobbies like video games, music, books etc a bit of sport too but not my thing on long term mostly if I'm alone...
Tried to find love again... But it's double edged
Tried... Cutting as much things that were bad for me
Tried to find a job
All this to say... I tried...

This world, this people... That's ain't a place for me

When I think about it, a year or two might be the maximum for me to continue or less idk I will see where life lead me

Thanks for reading as always, have a nice day wherever you all are ! And see you around... Bye

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that it's true that not everyone is meant to exist here and it does sound really tiring what you've had to endure. The reality is that existence is just so unnecessarily cruel but anyway I wish you the best.