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Sayonara
- Apr 25, 2024
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I personally think about dying listening to the book Philosophy of Redemption, with some sedative drug
Seriously, I thought it was because of "caffeine"if it's possible, i'd like to die in my sleep or in any way not painful. i think the pain i've suffered throughout my life is enough and i just want a peaceful death. i don't mind being alone when i die, just the thought of finally achieving peace and there's actually an end to this suffering would company me enough.
That's exactly what I'm thinking! I've always wanted to erase my existence but sadly that's not an option in this life lol so my only way is to disappear under the sea or something and never be found againDuring low tide I'll walk for an hour or something out in the wadden and will listen to my most favourite music for the last time. One last time playing my didgeridoo and then I'd OD on opioids. The high tide will make sure my body disappears and nobody will ever know what actually happened to me. Me just vanishing and my body going back to the place all life here started, the sea, gives me peace. I envision my death like this for a lof time now and just hope that soon I'll have the strength to actually do it.