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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
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I'm not going to take meto or anything besides painkillers and sedatives, I'm wondering how loud the death by SN would be? Does anyone have any videos of someone dying by it?
I ask this because theoretically my only available spot to do it is outside my house in a tent at night, my family doesn't leave the house at night but i still wonder if somehow it could be heard from inside the house?
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
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without meto you will puke it and wont die...
maybe hanging to stop yourself from puking
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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without meto you will puke it and wont die...
maybe hanging to stop yourself from puking
I would prepare additional glasses of it, I've seen lots of people die by just SN on this forum
 
Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
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I'm not going to take meto or anything besides painkillers and sedatives, I'm wondering how loud the death by SN would be? Does anyone have any videos of someone dying by it?
I ask this because theoretically my only available spot to do it is outside my house in a tent at night, my family doesn't leave the house at night but i still wonder if somehow it could be heard from inside the house?
Here's the video, but I didn't watch it
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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Seroquel/Quetiapine works also, but it's less effective and needs a high dosage. Otherwise, just eat a bunch of ginger in the run-up before the fast, that's supposed to help too. However, you're going to be ingesting poison - expect the worst I'd say.

AFAIK some people puke very loudly, others not so much. No way to tell really.
 
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Here's the video, but I didn't watch it
Its interesting that even with so much vomiting he still passed away, though it looks like he had eaten something recently from the way the vomit looked
Seroquel/Quetiapine works also, but it's less effective and needs a high dosage. Otherwise, just eat a bunch of ginger in the run-up before the fast, that's supposed to help too. However, you're going to be ingesting poison - expect the worst I'd say.

AFAIK some people puke very loudly, others not so much. No way to tell really.
Thank uu will do!
 
Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
205
Very risky i would definitely try get meto
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Its interesting that even with so much vomiting he still passed away, though it looks like he had eaten something recently from the way the vomit looked

Thank uu will do!
He still passed away because he kept the SN inside him for around 4 minutes. The amount that went into his small intestine was enough for him to die. He obviously didn't follow protocol as he drank a lot more liquid than 50ml, and he drank from 2 cups. I wonder what was in the second cup? Maybe crushed benzos + propranolol?
I sadly can't afford it haha
In my country North Macedonia, if you trick your family doctor to give you prescription for it. It will cost you around 3-4$. It's dirt cheap here.
 
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He still passed away because he kept the SN inside him for around 4 minutes. The amount that went into his small intestine was enough for him to die. He obviously didn't follow protocol as he drank a lot more liquid than 50ml, and he drank from 2 cups. I wonder what was in the second cup? Maybe crushed benzos + propranolol?
Oh I see! After swallowing the drink how long does it take usually for it to pass through enough? I was thinking of preparing two glasses with 25 g and 50 ml of water each, if throw up the first glass I take the second

Also is it better to take sips or swallow all at once?
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Oh I see! After swallowing the drink how long does it take usually for it to pass through enough? I was thinking of preparing two glasses with 25 g and 50 ml of water each, if throw up the first glass I take the second

Also is it better to take sips or swallow all at once?
It depends on a lot of factors how fast the dissolved SN in 50ml water passes thru from the stomach to the small intestine. The factors are: fasting, your age and whether you have bowel issues or not. Also opioids slowdown this passage, benzos do not.

You can drink it in sips, but the whole sipping shouldn't take more than 30 seconds. Some people drink it all at once to avoid the bad extremely salty taste.
 
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fluorescentpearl

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It depends on a lot of factors how fast the dissolved SN in 50ml water passes thru from the stomach to the small intestine. The factors are: fasting, your age and whether you have bowel issues or not. Also opioids slowdown this passage, benzos do not.

You can drink it in sips, but the whole sipping shouldn't take more than 30 seconds. Some people drink it all at once to avoid the bad extremely salty taste.
I don't have stomach issues and should be able to fast pretty easily, I'm around 20 years old and have never taken drugs or gotten drunk (at most tipsy once), I was thinking of taking quietapine for it since I'm prescribed it and it knocks me out
 
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hdead

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Oh I see! After swallowing the drink how long does it take usually for it to pass through enough? I was thinking of preparing two glasses with 25 g and 50 ml of water each, if throw up the first glass I take the second

Also is it better to take sips or swallow all at once?
I would suggest to gulp it down, maybe closing your nose and holding your breath to mask the taste. Sipping it will probably not serve you well. Also, if I'm taking this route, I'm definitly getting some everclear to wash my mouth before and after - numb those tastebuds.
 
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fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
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I would suggest to gulp it down, maybe closing your nose and holding your breath to mask the taste. Sipping it will probably not serve you well. Also, if I'm taking this route, I'm definitly getting some everclear to wash my mouth before and after - numb those tastebuds.
Ohh I see! I was thinking of keeping a candy to suck on after to mask the taste
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
462
Hard candy would probably also work, but I know strong spirits just numb it all instantly so that would be my preference lol.
 
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fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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Hard candy would probably also work, but I know strong spirits just numb it all instantly so that would be my preference lol.
I've also been on a rly bad diet recently bc of the depression of losing my beloved, I at most am living off of milk tea and a bite of food here and there.. Does that impact the effectiveness of the SN? 🤔
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
462
I've also been on a rly bad diet recently bc of the depression of losing my beloved, I at most am living off of milk tea and a bite of food here and there.. Does that impact the effectiveness of the SN? 🤔
As long as you follow the protocol I don't think it will affect it a bit. Just make sure you fast a few hours beforehand.
 
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Estrella87

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Jul 27, 2026
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In a tent outside your house seems very risky, you can't go to hotel or so? When are you planning to do it?
 
fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
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In a tent outside your house seems very risky, you can't go to hotel or so? When are you planning to do it?
I can't afford a hotel sadly, I would if I could, I'm planning to do it on the sixth of this month
 
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Estrella87

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I hope it will go well. Why the 6, it has a special meaning for you?
 
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fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
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I hope it will go well. Why the 6, it has a special meaning for you?
Six is my favorite number and it would be exactly 11 days before my beloveds birthday, plus I'm planning to ctb on the same day as a girl I know that understands my struggles, so I hope I can get everything in order for then..
 
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