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dark_side_idea

dark_side_idea

Member
Mar 29, 2024
9
Hey everyone, I'm a long term cutter, but after my last hospitalization let's say l got caught and they made me stop. I don't encourage anyone using SH as coping mechanism but in my experience it's x10 times harder to exist without doing it...so if there is anyone out there that knows a way or a place where l can peacefully cut my self without being caught by my bf (we live together so it's not unusual for him to se me naked), even a different method that heal quicker l would be the most grateful.
I hate this stupid existence, and l failed every last attempt to leave it so this is the only thing l can do...
 
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gluttony

gluttony

Angel my beloved
Aug 28, 2023
12
I'm not that experienced with SH but i tried using rubber bands once and it helped for a bit. It didn't leave a mark too
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Probably nowhere if u ever plan to become really intimate.
 
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dark_side_idea

dark_side_idea

Member
Mar 29, 2024
9
Probably nowhere if u ever plan to become really intimate.
This is the real problem, l feel like l'm trapped, but every other method l tried was easy to discover, like cigarettes burn, or even smaller cut in more obvious place, idk what to do
I'm not that experienced with SH but i tried using rubber bands once and it helped for a bit. It didn't leave a mark too
Tks! I'll give it a try
 
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an_alias

an_alias

milosh
Dec 21, 2020
107
bruising? doesn't give me the satisfaction from seeing my own blood but it's very fulfilling when it comes to the pain aspect
 
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teajay1

teajay1

crazy cat lady
Mar 27, 2024
90
try to find alternatives to SH. try the alternatives first when you have the urges. if you 100% have to SH, don't do it deep. little cat scratches and put them on random spots on your body that are inconspicuous that your bf may not notice
 
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TransientEternal

Student
Sep 24, 2023
142
near the ankles, use makeup to cover, the shallower the cut the better.
 
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dark_side_idea

dark_side_idea

Member
Mar 29, 2024
9
Thanks to everyone, this means a lot to me
 

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