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girlzjustwant2vomit

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Jan 16, 2026
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Hey! So I've been going through some options and I think that a fentanyl overdose would be best for me. I don't know how to do it though so is there a guide posted on here or can somebody tell me how to? I've never used fentanyl before and I've heard that small amounts can be deadly, so how much should I use? And what method for using it? Also does anybody have any tips on how to get it? I'm planing to ctb in the Netherlands so I'd either have to get it there which idk how to do or I could get it where I live (college town, it's everywhere lol) and find a way to sneak it through tsa. I actually had a friend that snuck some meth through tsa by cutting a hole in her pad and hiding it there but it still feels risky idk. Any tips/info would be greatly appreciated! Thank you! :p
Oh I forgot to clarify, I'm ctb-ing in zuidlaren but idk where I'm staying yet. I have family and friends all over so if there's a specific area where it would easy to get please lmk!
 
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UnoX48

Member
Jan 6, 2026
36
I'm from the North of France, so not very far from the Netherlands... do you think it's easy to get fentanyl in Amsterdam?
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,950
Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you here.

I have not looked into fent much as it is not my thing, but this thread exists and may be of help:
 
dollofyarn

dollofyarn

Member
Dec 15, 2025
21
Oh please let me know when you do find it! I'm from nl as well and would be interested in this method too
 
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girlzjustwant2vomit

Member
Jan 16, 2026
58
I'm from the North of France, so not very far from the Netherlands... do you think it's easy to get fentanyl in Amsterdam?
That's what I was thinking! I've used dating apps/personals listings to find what I need in my hometown, so maybe that would work there too? Idk what code to use for my bio tho
Oh please let me know when you do find it! I'm from nl as well and would be interested in this method too
hey! idk for sure but me and somebody else think that Amsterdam would be the best/easiest place. I've used dating apps and personals listings to get drugs before idk what code to use for this tho
Welcome to SaSu! Sorry life has brought you here.

I have not looked into fent much as it is not my thing, but this thread exists and may be of help:
Tysm!!!!!
 
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InvasionOfPublicity

InvasionOfPublicity

finding redemption.
Jun 5, 2023
38
I'm considering this so let us know if u figure it out! I've heard its very peaceful and calm, which I would love to experience in my passing.
 
weirdworld

weirdworld

Member
Jan 22, 2026
32
I was planning on making a post about fentanyl. I'm sorry life has brought you to this point but here is a pretty step by step guide to obtaining it, as I do believe it is the best route of CTB.

The easiest method would be to just ask a homeless person as I assume there is at least a small population of them in your college town. Don't act like it's your first time using, say you need to "get well" and refer to it as fent, dope, boy or blues (pill form). However, getting it through a homeless person leaves you susceptible to being scammed.

The best and most reliable method will be to order it from the darknet, this ensures that you know exactly what you are receiving and can rely on it being pure/potent. It seems complicated but is fairly straightforward. I'll give a brief overview but you can find in depth guides like the DNM bible on reddit r/Darknet and Dread.

First, download the Tor browser, then paste the link ( tor.taxi ) or ( daunt.link )to get a catalog of the specific .onion web addresses to darknet markets and forums like Dread. Dread is the best resource for anything darknet related as it is basically like the reddit of tor.

You will need to do a couple things to be able to order like buy the crypto currency monero on an exchange like cake wallet, as well as generate a PGP key with a program like GPG suite. All of which can be learned easily on Dread (just search for the DNM bible). Also, most markets pretend to ban fent so you will just need to look for pressed blues and powder called stuff like "china white" under the heroin section.

Once you get the fentanyl it will not be hard to smuggle at all. Just either get pressed pills (blue "perc 30s") or put the raw powder in capsules, then put the pills/capsules in a regular vitamin or pill bottle. TSA is only really worried about people trafficking large amounts of drugs so you will not get caught.

I wish you the best of luck and really do hope you change your mind. I would really suggest just using this method to buy other drugs and going on a bender instead.
 
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seeking_the_void

Member
Feb 5, 2026
22
Dread is the best resource for anything darknet related as it is basically like the reddit of tor.
I asked on Dread for Nitazenes and Fentanyl and got shut down as being against rules. Do you have any tips on who is selling them. I have 2 leads off the Market in Session but that will be more risky because there is no escrow if you are peer to peer
 
weirdworld

weirdworld

Member
Jan 22, 2026
32
I asked on Dread for Nitazenes and Fentanyl and got shut down as being against rules. Do you have any tips on who is selling them. I have 2 leads off the Market in Session but that will be more risky because there is no escrow if you are peer to peer
It's available on every major market like DH, but it just can't be referred to by name. It will be listed under heroin and called things like "synthetic" or "china white", also any pressed oxy pill is likely to contain either fent or a nitazene.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
633
I actually had a friend that snuck some meth through tsa by cutting a hole in her pad and hiding it there but it still feels risky idk.
Lol.

I spoke to a friend of mine who's pretty much an expert in a lot of drugs, including fent and methamphetamine. She says it's very difficult to use fent to overdose. Apparently you'll only end up vomiting a lot and feeling like Shit.
 
weirdworld

weirdworld

Member
Jan 22, 2026
32
Lol.

I spoke to a friend of mine who's pretty much an expert in a lot of drugs, including fent and methamphetamine. She says it's very difficult to use fent to overdose. Apparently you'll only end up vomiting a lot and feeling like Shit.
Your friend is mistaken, fent is incredibly strong and people who are already tolerant to opioids unintentionally overdose on it constantly. If you survive the OD you will feel like shit but a proper dose for an opioid naive person is effectively certain death without a naloxone intervention.
 
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SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
633
Your friend is mistaken, fent is incredibly strong and people who are already tolerant to opioids unintentionally overdose on it constantly. If you survive the OD you will feel like shit but a proper dose for an opioid naive person is effectively certain death without a naloxone intervention.
Interesting. So if a person who has never done drugs in their life takes a lot of it the first time it should work for CTB?Also, is it taken orally or through an injection?
 
weirdworld

weirdworld

Member
Jan 22, 2026
32
Yeah I would consider it to be one of the most effective and painless methods. Any dose over 50mg will cause most people to go unconscious and die within 30 mins. Oral is probably the easiest ROA but it can be sniffed and injected as well.
 
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SASU-KE

Wizard
Nov 26, 2025
633
Yeah I would consider it to be one of the most effective and painless methods. Any dose over 50mg will cause most people to go unconscious and die within 30 mins. Oral is probably the easiest ROA but it can be sniffed and injected as well.
Quite promising. Google says a 2 milligram dose can be fatal for the first time use. Will the experience be slow and enjoyable or will it be just abrupt and quick?What I mean is, will I just drift off into a peaceful slumber while having nice dreams or will I just conk out?
 
weirdworld

weirdworld

Member
Jan 22, 2026
32
You will go unconscious very fast, similar to anesthesia for surgery. People who were narcan'd after overdosing describe taking the fent, everything going black, then suddenly waking up to the paramedics reviving them. So if you don't have narcan administered quickly, it will be a short , abrupt and painless experience.
 
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seeking_the_void

seeking_the_void

Member
Feb 5, 2026
22
It's available on every major market like DH.
Ok cool thanks Im on on DarkM. Ill try DH. I posted on Dred and was not well received, lol. Also, ive been chasing down a lead on Session, but theres the high risk it will never show up. PM?
 
seeking_the_void

seeking_the_void

Member
Feb 5, 2026
22
It's available on every major market like DH,
Ok i think most say, no fent, no nitaz3n3s. i did see one listing on DH but it was minimum 2g. I would have paid the crypto buy i really only would need 0.2g really.
 
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Luther84

Member
Feb 17, 2026
54
It's available on every major market like DH, but it just can't be referred to by name. It will be listed under heroin and called things like "synthetic" or "china white", also any pressed oxy pill is likely to contain either fent or a nitazene.
How true is all this? China white is fent and any pressed oxy pill has fent?
 
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HangMan123

Experienced
Nov 13, 2025
214
I was planning on making a post about fentanyl. I'm sorry life has brought you to this point but here is a pretty step by step guide to obtaining it, as I do believe it is the best route of CTB.

The easiest method would be to just ask a homeless person as I assume there is at least a small population of them in your college town. Don't act like it's your first time using, say you need to "get well" and refer to it as fent, dope, boy or blues (pill form). However, getting it through a homeless person leaves you susceptible to being scammed.

The best and most reliable method will be to order it from the darknet, this ensures that you know exactly what you are receiving and can rely on it being pure/potent. It seems complicated but is fairly straightforward. I'll give a brief overview but you can find in depth guides like the DNM bible on reddit r/Darknet and Dread.

First, download the Tor browser, then paste the link ( tor.taxi ) or ( daunt.link )to get a catalog of the specific .onion web addresses to darknet markets and forums like Dread. Dread is the best resource for anything darknet related as it is basically like the reddit of tor.

You will need to do a couple things to be able to order like buy the crypto currency monero on an exchange like cake wallet, as well as generate a PGP key with a program like GPG suite. All of which can be learned easily on Dread (just search for the DNM bible). Also, most markets pretend to ban fent so you will just need to look for pressed blues and powder called stuff like "china white" under the heroin section.

Once you get the fentanyl it will not be hard to smuggle at all. Just either get pressed pills (blue "perc 30s") or put the raw powder in capsules, then put the pills/capsules in a regular vitamin or pill bottle. TSA is only really worried about people trafficking large amounts of drugs so you will not get caught.

I wish you the best of luck and really do hope you change your mind. I would really suggest just using this method to buy other drugs and going on a bender instead.
Thank you so much. This was so informative!
 
pax420

pax420

I'm so goddamn problematic
Jan 19, 2026
133
I accidentally od'ed on fent about a year ago. I injected a very small amount of some very good shit and I floated off into nothingness in about 3 minutes. I was with friends and they hit me with narcan 3 times and brought me back. I was pissed. It was the best feeling I have ever experienced and I am going to ctb with it in about 2 months. I live in America and it is very easy to get. I've already got what I need for my bus ride but if I didn't I would go with weird worlds post.
 

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