I already have SN and propranolol all I need to do is get a Metoclopramide and I'll be set to CTB. I don't plan on using benzos, I have Hydroxyzine available for use instead. I plan on CTB asap but I don't have a specific date for my first and hopefully last ever attempt.
It's nearing September and my college classes are beginning this coming Monday. For people with prior or upcoming CTB dates, how do you stay motivated to do anything? I honestly don't feel like going to my classes because I've given up on life and am just waiting for the medication to arrive so I can take my life.
In the meantime it's not like I can just stop living. My parents would get worried.
It's nearing September and my college classes are beginning this coming Monday. For people with prior or upcoming CTB dates, how do you stay motivated to do anything? I honestly don't feel like going to my classes because I've given up on life and am just waiting for the medication to arrive so I can take my life.
In the meantime it's not like I can just stop living. My parents would get worried.
