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SpaxeZ
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- Feb 28, 2021
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Hello everyone. I had a shit life. Lost mom when I was 4. Crazy dad fighting and shouting all the time. Living with strict narcissistic grandparents inside a crazy hellish islamic hell hole. I got non curable sexual dysfunctiom when I was 18 and was held in my room for 3 years by my family to study for entrance exam and get into med school and now in my mid 20s I ended up in a refugee camp. I didn't deserve any of this. I simply don't want to continue living this life. My all time favorite method has always been drowning and please don't tell me it's not a peaceful way to go. I don't have access to any other method and this is the way I wanna go. I just need a boat. That's it. But here's the thing. I'm inside a refugee camp with no ID and it's hard to get around the country as I won't be able to rent hotels without ID. My plan so far has been buying one of those cheap inflatable rowing boats but Idk if I can sail those in the ocean. If I want to spend around 1k I might be able to get those with motor but then again those would be harder to move around. I wish there was a way I could rent a boat without the need of showing my ID and sail deep into the ocean.
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