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Apr 22, 2026
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How do I get the confidence to CTB? I really really really want to do it but I can't ever find myself getting the motivation too. I have this fear that I'll end up a blind vegetable if the method I plan on using fails. Which imo is worse than actual death.
 
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Perhaps the only reason you,me and people like us are still alive. Living is hard as is, nobody wants to end up a vegetable. Wish there was a sure shot method or smtg.
 
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