32yroldloser

32yroldloser

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Jan 27, 2025
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i don't blame doctors because they don't want to lose their licenses but i can't get pain meds to be functional so i can't work. i'm only 20 and ive been partially disabled for 1yr had chronic illness for 2 years.

It's depressing because if a doctor cared and was willing to work with me i could have my life back, but that's not the case.

i'm going to be homeless soon and i'll live a miserable life.

honestly i'm starting to accept it. it is what it is.

i wish it could've been different but nobody cares
 
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paperbaghat

always tired
Aug 6, 2025
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Im sorry this is happening to you, everybody deserves a safe space to sleep :(
It really depends where you live, but is it possible you could get disability pay and/or housing? If not, I'd look up homeless shelters, charities, nearby libraries (to charge devices) and research which areas to avoid.
Making sure you have warm clothing, a container for water, long lasting snacks, a phone and charger is also important
(I've never been in a situation quite like this before, so sorry if it is unhelpful)
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I won't accept any suffering , even a sickness or bad flu no suffering at all , homeless is torture to me

But some people have no options other than to suffer unbearable pain every second with no relief not even a second's relief

Last year at this time I got a bad flu

Nothing is worth a bad flu for a week.

It's even worse if u have other disabilities and get it

And there's even worse torture than a bad flu a trillion times worse

I hate evil life and this evil prison world

I only accept absolute perfection and that is Non-Existence Forever the only perfection
 
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gunmetalblue

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Oct 31, 2025
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Get an emergency bag together, if you truly think you are going to be homeless. Keep it light, a sleeping bag, good strong duffle bag, proper shoes, backup socks. A knife, a head torch, matches, a water bottle. Medications if possible. First aid kit. Warm durable clothes. Most of this can be gotten second hand if you don't have money, try and keep belongings you want with a friend or association for homeless until you get on your feet again. Sell the rest and make savings.
I really hope it doesnt come to that. I hope you find a solution, and most importantly, peace.
 
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unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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I feel you because I'm also disabled and it's torture. Damn, why are people like us so unlucky ?? Can't we win to the lottery and find some peace ??
 
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Daphne

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Jul 23, 2025
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Im sorry this is happening to you, everybody deserves a safe space to sleep :(
It really depends where you live, but is it possible you could get disability pay and/or housing? If not, I'd look up homeless shelters, charities, nearby libraries (to charge devices) and research which areas to avoid.
Making sure you have warm clothing, a container for water, long lasting snacks, a phone and charger is also important
(I've never been in a situation quite like this before, so sorry if it is unhelpful)
If they are in the US, many of those services are hard to get. This is a country where our president hates the poor and is stripping away services for the needy. The charities that are so saturated they're having to turn people away. However, since our government has made homelessness a crime, at least there is food and shelter in jail.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I feel you because I'm also disabled and it's torture. Damn, why are people like us so unlucky ?? Can't we win to the lottery and find some peace ??
Yeah we are unlucky.

But If I can kill myself today I will be tomorrow in a better state than all those alive as they can suffer with sickness flus diseases accidents old age etc but I can't because I will not exist and i'll be out of this hell
 
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Daphne

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Jul 23, 2025
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i don't blame doctors because they don't want to lose their licenses but i can't get pain meds to be functional so i can't work. i'm only 20 and ive been partially disabled for 1yr had chronic illness for 2 years.

It's depressing because if a doctor cared and was willing to work with me i could have my life back, but that's not the case.

i'm going to be homeless soon and i'll live a miserable life.

honestly i'm starting to accept it. it is what it is.

i wish it could've been different but nobody cares
Sorry that the war on drugs has gotten so ridiculous that legit patients can't even get pain meds.
I know people in your situation who doctors shopped until they found one that was willing to help. They had to provide evidence of their illness/injury and explain how the pain is preventing them from working.
If you are on medicaid, look at the CMS website to read your rights.
I'm told by a credible source doctors do not want to be reported to CMS because they will be investigated and fined.
 
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lollipoppi

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Dec 29, 2025
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I hate that you have to go through this when it would just take so little to improve the situation. If only people cared about other humans instead of money, homelessness and loneliness wouldn't be a thing. I hope it gets better for you.
 

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