amyuwu
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- Apr 3, 2025
- 83
weird question, but let me explain what's going on.
since I've failed to jump off that bridge three times this month and some people in the area have recognized me as a result, I try to jump at midnight but I really can't because I'm really pussy about getting cold and can't really see that much at night too, especially if I actually jump and my body hits the ground, the cold would be much worse. Therefore, my preferred time is always during the day, but that presents another issue: getting caught or seen before I even reach the ledge or people seeing on the ledge. The bridge I'm referring to is beneath a pathway, so people can easily see anyone on it from below.
I'm definitely overthinking about this
According to ChatGPT, it takes me around a minute to climb onto the ledge and ten seconds to fall to the ground; that's all I need to kill myself, but because of my anxiety, I'm afraid of being caught.
I try to reduce my anxiety with music or maybe seft harm, but I'm not really fan drinking or taking drugs because I am broke
I'm always overthinking about this, that's why I NEED jump immediately
I genuinely don't know stop overthinking about this like isn't hard lol
I need to stop thinking about other people think especially for easy task I can the least 2 minutes lol
so any advice would be appreciated, thanks :)
since I've failed to jump off that bridge three times this month and some people in the area have recognized me as a result, I try to jump at midnight but I really can't because I'm really pussy about getting cold and can't really see that much at night too, especially if I actually jump and my body hits the ground, the cold would be much worse. Therefore, my preferred time is always during the day, but that presents another issue: getting caught or seen before I even reach the ledge or people seeing on the ledge. The bridge I'm referring to is beneath a pathway, so people can easily see anyone on it from below.
I'm definitely overthinking about this
According to ChatGPT, it takes me around a minute to climb onto the ledge and ten seconds to fall to the ground; that's all I need to kill myself, but because of my anxiety, I'm afraid of being caught.
I try to reduce my anxiety with music or maybe seft harm, but I'm not really fan drinking or taking drugs because I am broke
I'm always overthinking about this, that's why I NEED jump immediately
I genuinely don't know stop overthinking about this like isn't hard lol
I need to stop thinking about other people think especially for easy task I can the least 2 minutes lol
so any advice would be appreciated, thanks :)
