Cara

Cara

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Looking around my bedroom and BAM! This sucker is heavy as f*ck! I have MASSIVE amounts of Clonazepam and Trazodone. This sounds promising, right? I guess I'm just looking for reassurance. I've never killed myself before. (I make dumb jokes)
 

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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

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Looking around my bedroom and BAM! This sucker is heavy as f*ck! I have MASSIVE amounts of Clonazepam and Trazodone. This sounds promising, right? I guess I'm just looking for reassurance. I've never killed myself before. (I make dumb jokes)
That looks perfect, Cara. I've never killed myself before either, but I'd say you're 100% good to go xD
 
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creatureoflight

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Obviously this won't work. At first I thought you were actually serious. Now from seeing your reactions to people and this sloppy job I can tell you're just here to inflict damage on others because you're weak. This is crap and totally attention seeking behavior. Pathetic really. If guys in prison can figure it out with a t-shirt what's this whole show for? Like for real what is this garbage? And then you have multiple attempts.. this one and the most recent? You're a fraud dude.

You can't tell someone they're a fraud because they didn't kill themselves, even if to you the method seems puny. I was on another suicide forum where people had ridiculous methods like drinking too much water or overdosing on kitchen salt. People are talking about these methods because they don't want to die deep down.
And let's be real: a lot of people learn through trial and error. Before I was on here, I also thought that a bunch of benzos and alcohol would do the job-boy, was I wrong!!
 
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creatureoflight

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From my attempt on August 10th 2018 I felt no pain, I was unconscious in seconds. I was found my by roommate unconscious and not breathing. I was revived... :(
did you do it by partial or full suspension?
 
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You can't tell someone they're a fraud because they didn't kill themselves, even if to you the method seems puny. I was on another suicide forum where people had ridiculous methods like drinking too much water or overdosing on kitchen salt. People are talking about these methods because they don't want to die deep down.
And let's be real: a lot of people learn through trial and error. Before I was on here, I also thought that a bunch of benzos and alcohol would do the job-boy, was I wrong!!
Eeeek. Yeah dude, that's just asking for brain damage.
 
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Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

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Aug 29, 2018
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No life no pain. I thought you where dead. You where my hero but not anymore. I liked your old profile pic better. This one makes you look like one of those twisted "I'll kill you with words" kinda guys. Hope all is well.
 
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Deathgosmooth

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Tomorrow is my day. Good luck to you all.
 
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Breelia

Breelia

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I think giving someone a hard time for not killing themselves is pretty low tbh.

I fully support anyone's right to decide to leave this world. However, If they are teetering on the edge and there is a chance that they might not go through with it and be able to live a little longer, that's great.

There are plenty of people who've provided information and resources for people who want to die but have not killed themselves.

If he chooses to go through with it, I fully support that and I hope he rests peacefully. If being here posting about hanging himself is what he needs to get through the day each day (even if he goes on to live a long life) that's fine and I'm glad there is a place for him to do that safely.
 
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I wanted to experience what the black out feels like....so I used a scarf to pull as hard as I could until I passed out (at which point the pressure releases), it was like being high on NOS!! There was some pain with the compression but I felt so floaty that I didnt notice the discomfort until after I passed out and came to.
 
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I wanted to experience what the black out feels like....so I used a scarf to pull as hard as I could until I passed out (at which point the pressure releases), it was like being high on NOS!! There was some pain with the compression but I felt so floaty that I didnt notice the discomfort until after I passed out and came to.
The tingling didn't freak you out?!?!


What's NOS?
 
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Terminally drunk

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Yea true. Whatever gets you through the day I guess. When you type how to partial hang yourself in Google his thread is one of the first to come up. alot of people would of red it an is a sign of hope he's still alive.
 
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Breelia

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The tingling didn't freak you out?!?!


What's NOS?

No, I kinda liked it. The freakiest part is when my vision was starting to go, it was just colors...not flashing but kind of. It's hard to describe.
 
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Dani Paradox

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No, I kinda liked it. The freakiest part is when my vision was starting to go, it was just colors...not flashing but kind of. It's hard to describe.
Wow I wish I liked it too. I'm hoping I can get myself to if I do it enough. My vision going doesn't bother me at all. It's just the tingling.
 
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Breelia

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I just tried it again twice and both times it didnt work. I just coughed then felt extreme pressure in my head. Not pleasant.
 
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I just tried it again twice and both times it didnt work. I just coughed then felt extreme pressure in my head. Not pleasant.
Jugulars
 
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Breelia

Breelia

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Argh I'm dumb I figured it out, I had the tension in the wrong place (in the front rather than st the back)

I took two videos, one of the fuck up. Another of it working (but I didn't let myself pass out on video). PM if interested.
 
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Deathgosmooth

Deathgosmooth

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Good morning to those that servived the night. I really hope I have the courage to do it today.
 
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Deathgosmooth

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Dani how are you today
 
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spookyplay

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Aug 30, 2018
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I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.
 
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lv-gras

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I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.

don't think it's too much to have that preference about yourself. as long as respectful of others.

and offers sympathy for what you are going through. don't know if you will necesarily find help here, but wishing good things for you in whatever way. and doubt you are that bad.
 
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I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.
I'm not sure you have the rite site.. I think a good doctor could help you. I wish you happiness in what ever you decide :)
 
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JessMcGuire

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I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.

You've got your whole life to kill yourself if you want. Don't do anything you're unsure of. I agree w @Deathgosmooth
 
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Deathgosmooth

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OK all, this is my time. I'm all set up and ready to go. If you never hear from me again then you know I did it. I hope you all find what your looking for... See you on the other side. Hugs to you all :)
 
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Smile

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Aug 18, 2018
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I'm planning on doing partial suspension soon. Coincidentally similar to ninaevol I tried tying a scarf to the pole in my wardrobe with a slipknot, however I was standing instead and leaning forward but unfortunately it just hurt and it felt like I was breathing through a straw. I did get the tinglies but couldn't take the feeling of not being able to breath properly and the discomfort. Was in that position for about a minute with nothing much happening. I then slipped my thick belt choker through the hoop of the slipknot and tied it tightly around my throat which was waaaay more comfortable and I definitely felt like I was going to pass out but it felt so good and I got so excited I had to tell someone... anyway I was there for longer than 5 seconds so perhaps I'll have to try a different position? Or maybe try something other than a scarf? I dunno, I'll definitely experiment. When I finally do it I'll take 175 mg of Quetiapine beforehand and maybe some alcohol?
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

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I am so not answering that one more time. It must have been answered in this thread about one hundred times by just me alone.
 
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Ryukil93

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Sorry.
 
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couldntthinkofaname

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didnt read all the pages so my apology if that topic has already been mentioned...


id prefer to go for the long drop and instant death but unfortunately im afraid of heights and i probably wouldnt have the willpower to jump.


anyways i thought about tieing up a long rope at a latern, open the door of the trunk, puting my head through the loop and then just to hit the gas...so i would avoid the jumping part
 
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didnt read all the pages so my apology if that topic has already been mentioned...


id prefer to go for the long drop and instant death but unfortunately im afraid of heights and i probably wouldnt have the willpower to jump.


anyways i thought about tieing up a long rope at a latern, open the door of the trunk, puting my head through the loop and then just to hit the gas...so i would avoid the jumping part
say what
 
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