Cara
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- Aug 28, 2018
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That looks perfect, Cara. I've never killed myself before either, but I'd say you're 100% good to go xDLooking around my bedroom and BAM! This sucker is heavy as f*ck! I have MASSIVE amounts of Clonazepam and Trazodone. This sounds promising, right? I guess I'm just looking for reassurance. I've never killed myself before. (I make dumb jokes)
You're just a douche. Although, I wouldn't have reported you. I would've just told you to screw.Why would you report me for disagreeing with you?
Obviously this won't work. At first I thought you were actually serious. Now from seeing your reactions to people and this sloppy job I can tell you're just here to inflict damage on others because you're weak. This is crap and totally attention seeking behavior. Pathetic really. If guys in prison can figure it out with a t-shirt what's this whole show for? Like for real what is this garbage? And then you have multiple attempts.. this one and the most recent? You're a fraud dude.
did you do it by partial or full suspension?From my attempt on August 10th 2018 I felt no pain, I was unconscious in seconds. I was found my by roommate unconscious and not breathing. I was revived... :(
Eeeek. Yeah dude, that's just asking for brain damage.You can't tell someone they're a fraud because they didn't kill themselves, even if to you the method seems puny. I was on another suicide forum where people had ridiculous methods like drinking too much water or overdosing on kitchen salt. People are talking about these methods because they don't want to die deep down.
And let's be real: a lot of people learn through trial and error. Before I was on here, I also thought that a bunch of benzos and alcohol would do the job-boy, was I wrong!!
The tingling didn't freak you out?!?!I wanted to experience what the black out feels like....so I used a scarf to pull as hard as I could until I passed out (at which point the pressure releases), it was like being high on NOS!! There was some pain with the compression but I felt so floaty that I didnt notice the discomfort until after I passed out and came to.
Nitrous OxideThe tingling didn't freak you out?!?!
What's NOS?
The tingling didn't freak you out?!?!
What's NOS?
Wow I wish I liked it too. I'm hoping I can get myself to if I do it enough. My vision going doesn't bother me at all. It's just the tingling.No, I kinda liked it. The freakiest part is when my vision was starting to go, it was just colors...not flashing but kind of. It's hard to describe.
JugularsI just tried it again twice and both times it didnt work. I just coughed then felt extreme pressure in my head. Not pleasant.
I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.
I'm not sure you have the rite site.. I think a good doctor could help you. I wish you happiness in what ever you decide :)I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.
I know you're not supposed to talk pro life... But I'm so scared. And I signed up because I'm intrigued by so many of your posts on here. I see others are scared too.. basic human emotions I guess... I don't really want to die. Just part of my disorder. But I'm terrified I'll kill myself anyways. Like I'm scared of me killing me? But then again I feel like a scourge on the earth and like I shouldn't be here anyways. I'm split. I don't know what to do. But at least reading this I know for sure: not suspension like I almost did last week.
say whatdidnt read all the pages so my apology if that topic has already been mentioned...
id prefer to go for the long drop and instant death but unfortunately im afraid of heights and i probably wouldnt have the willpower to jump.
anyways i thought about tieing up a long rope at a latern, open the door of the trunk, puting my head through the loop and then just to hit the gas...so i would avoid the jumping part