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Update: I'm on my final hours before deciding to stab my throat.
So I did the position as drawn and felt pins and needles on my arm (never happen when on kneeling position), did not lose conscious tho even after a minute, only light head pressure. I think putting the noose really close to the base of my neck seems to work. If this is a sign of progress, then how viable is this pose? I'm using my core strength to keep my body straight and can't see how my body will stay like that if (big IF) I ended up unconscious (might end up in kneeling position afterwards)
If I dont reply in the next two hours, assume that I've given up and went to throat stabbing
someone please reply, I think I'm getting close with this pose. I just want to know if its viable because I didn't get that same pins and needles and weakness feeling from kneeling. I did not feel dizziness too which is odd.![]()
Update: I'm on my final hours before deciding to stab my throat.
So I did the position as drawn and felt pins and needles on my arm (never happen when on kneeling position), did not lose conscious tho even after a minute, only light head pressure. I think putting the noose really close to the base of my neck seems to work. If this is a sign of progress, then how viable is this pose? I'm using my core strength to keep my body straight and can't see how my body will stay like that if (big IF) I ended up unconscious (might end up in kneeling position afterwards)
If I dont reply in the next two hours, assume that I've given up and went to throat stabbing
I'm really close and I'm running out of time
So I manage to lose consciousness for a couple minute but then survival instinct kicked in and I pulled the slipknot on the knot so I could get out. After that happen I realize that I'm on the kneeling pose. Not sure if I did anything right here, feels like I'm making alot of errors. Guess I'll try again another day![]()
Update: I'm on my final hours before deciding to stab my throat.
So I did the position as drawn and felt pins and needles on my arm (never happen when on kneeling position), did not lose conscious tho even after a minute, only light head pressure. I think putting the noose really close to the base of my neck seems to work. If this is a sign of progress, then how viable is this pose? I'm using my core strength to keep my body straight and can't see how my body will stay like that if (big IF) I ended up unconscious (might end up in kneeling position afterwards)
If I dont reply in the next two hours, assume that I've given up and went to throat stabbing
someone please reply, I think I'm getting close with this pose. I just want to know if its viable because I didn't get that same pins and needles and weakness feeling from kneeling. I did not feel dizziness too which is odd.
I'm really close and I'm running out of time
Correction: I regain conciousness (probably from my pose changing to kneeling) and felt my hand "flapping" on the knot furiously . I panicked and then pulled up the knot to set me free.![]()
Update: I'm on my final hours before deciding to stab my throat.
So I did the position as drawn and felt pins and needles on my arm (never happen when on kneeling position), did not lose conscious tho even after a minute, only light head pressure. I think putting the noose really close to the base of my neck seems to work. If this is a sign of progress, then how viable is this pose? I'm using my core strength to keep my body straight and can't see how my body will stay like that if (big IF) I ended up unconscious (might end up in kneeling position afterwards)
If I dont reply in the next two hours, assume that I've given up and went to throat stabbing
someone please reply, I think I'm getting close with this pose. I just want to know if its viable because I didn't get that same pins and needles and weakness feeling from kneeling. I did not feel dizziness too which is odd.
I'm really close and I'm running out of time
So I manage to lose consciousness for a couple minute but then survival instinct kicked in and I pulled the slipknot on the knot so I could get out. After that happen I realize that I'm on the kneeling pose. Not sure if I did anything right here, feels like I'm making alot of errors. Guess I'll try again another day
The sound of the fan started to have "metallic" tune like water dropping on a metal pipe, which scared me since I haven't gotten to this point yet
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