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Wothoki

New Member
Oct 27, 2025
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I'm so tired. Everyday I just work, go home eat, and then go to bed. I don't have any friend, I'm constontly sad and I just don't see the point anymore but I'm too scared that if I do decide to kill myself, I'll end up surviving with permanent brain damage, or get behind on more work. Any suggestions on how to deal with these fears?
 
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imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
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They're perfectly rational, common, valid fears! Have you tried looking into poisons? Poison suicides are incredibly unlikely to lead to brain damage depending on their MOA unless you're saved unluckily right before death which is woefully unlikely depending on your circumstances.

Poisons have a lot of appeal due to that very reasoning of being effective and not prone to brain damage even if provided the antidote by first-responders.
 

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