Help How to get rid of the fear of pain?

[rainatthebusstop]

This is my first post on here and I apologize if this topic has been brought up already.
I have already picked out a method (combination hanging & drowning), as that is the easiest accessible method to me with the highest chance of me ctbing successfully. The problem is that I am a bit of a pussy and scared of the pain. I am convinced that I will manage to talk myself out it again.

So how do I stop this? Is there any way I can time taking in painkillers so that I experience the minimum amount of pain during the act? Or should I just man up and do it?

 

[avalokitesvara]

1) Have you really decided that you 100% want to die? Really really really sure that you want to completely cease to be forever and have no second chance?
2) Are you sure that your method would be as close to certainly fatal as you are possibly able to guarantee?

If the answer to both of these is yes, then pain doesn't matter. You will push through to achieve your goal and once you're dead it won't matter anyway, there will be no entity left that was in pain or wasn't in pain. Your final moments will be wiped along with all the rest.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

1) Have you really decided that you 100% want to die? Really really really sure that you want to completely cease to be forever and have no second chance?

1.) I mean this would be closer to my 5th chance anyway so no one's giving that to me

2) Are you sure that your method would be as close to certainly fatal as you are possibly able to guarantee?

2.) It should be. At least based on statistics it is

If the answer to both of these is yes, then pain doesn't matter. You will push through to achieve your goal and once you're dead it won't matter anyway, there will be no entity left that was in pain or wasn't in pain. Your final moments will be wiped along with all the rest.

That's great and the reasonable part of my brain knows that. Just have a tendency to overthink.
Thanks man