i'm sorry. yeah i get that urge for release. not the best to regulate emotional pain, shitty cope, but a cope still when you have little else.
as for your question... don't know if i want to answer it. i don't feel good about keeping you in that fright either... i just really don't want to push you down that path, or aid there. i'm sorry.
even if you still don't intend on stopping, which i get, i've relapsed every so often, the site has good resources for it, to just generally make it safer. please rinse with hot water the x-acto before and after use, you really don't want infections. I can say that's your biggest risk. Avoid visible veins, very top of the legs as there could be some nerve damage there... i guess i can tell you that. Again sorry that you are even brought to rely on this, i wish you don't have as much a need soon... big hugs <3
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