How to convince my family killing myself is the kindest choice?(in a suicide letter)

[rosegarden123]

Euthanasia is hard to get and waiting times are too long for mental health treatment (min. 6 months) I very likely won't respond to. The pain is too unbearable and I would rather go with my plan than waiting. I really want them to understand this is a RATIONAL choice. I've been miserable my whole life and things won't look better at the ripe age of 27. I have too much to catch up with. The rest of my life will be like climbing a steep mountain with very slippery shoes. There has to be a way for them to understand. Playing catch up isn't something I'm looking forward to.

 

[Lamentice]

But why? Why do they need to be involved at all..?

 

[xXiloveyouXx]

not gonna happen. spare them the pain of even having that conversation. if it were any member of my family that i loved sharing that with me, i would selfishly do everything in my power to prevent them from killing themselves.

 

[AgathaChristieLover]

It's going to be an uphill battle that I wouldn't recommend fighting unless it is 200% necessary, just describe how painful your life has been and try to put them in your headspace

 

[Platypus3]

Unless your parents are highly educated and open minded they probably won't understand it, because it feels strange and taboo to most people.

 

[rosegarden123]

But why? Why do they need to be involved at all..?

I feel guilty and want them to understand

Euthanasia is hard to get and waiting times are too long for mental health treatment (min. 6 months) I very likely won't respond to. The pain is too unbearable and I would rather go with my plan than waiting. I really want them to understand this is a RATIONAL choice. I've been miserable my whole life and things won't look better at the ripe age of 27. I have too much to catch up with. The rest of my life will be like climbing a steep mountain with very slippery shoes. There has to be a way for them to understand. Playing catch up isn't something I'm looking forward to.

By the way I mean in a suicide letter. Realistically speaking I doubt such conversation would ever go well. I'm just scared they would not understand it completely only through a letter.

But why? Why do they need to be involved at all..?

Sorry I'm tired and not thinking straight. I would hope to convince them through a well written letter but I'm still so scared they won't get it.

 

[Lamentice]

Sorry I'm tired and not thinking straight. I would hope to convince them through a well written letter but I'm still so scared they won't get it.

Ahh, I didn't realize you meant a letter.

Wanting to give closure is very kind, but I actually don't know what advice to give for a letter.