how tf to hang

[NeilJosten]

How can I hang myself if there's pressure on my trachea? I can find the sweet spot, but if I hold the knot up, there's just pressure on my trachea and nothing else(I tested it with a guitar cable). Partial hanging seems like if you lose consciousness, the pressure on your arteries will drop and you'll come to your senses and breaking the neck by full suspension hanging is not for me. Also, I'm never alone at home, so I'm thinking of going to the forest. Also, it's impossible to live with social anxiety I can't even fucking ask the price at the store or ask who's next in line at the doctor's. I just want peace. SI is bothering me, but I know I don't want to live.
I would like to try SN but I live with my fucking parents

 

[CarbonBased]

I feel you :(
I tried partial before but I couldn't go all the way. I really don't know, but maybe the differences in individual anatomy take part in this?

 

[NeilJosten]

I feel you :(
I tried partial before but I couldn't go all the way. I really don't know, but maybe the differences in individual anatomy take part in this?

I think it's just the method, maybe I lack some knowledge or something

 

[xhersekk]

Also, it's impossible to live with social anxiety I can't even fucking ask the price at the store or ask who's next in line at the doctor's.

Me too man I have the same problem.
For me, the only feasible method is hanging, but unfortunately, I cannot bring myself to take that final step. There is a perfect anchor point, I have the plan, and materials but I live with my family, so I rarely get suitable opportunities yet whenever I find a chance, I cannot convince myself to go through with it. I suppose the right moments would be when I am most depressed and impulsive, also, there is also no forest nearby where I can do the plan without getting caught. I might have to wait until later this year when I move out to live alone and then, sooner or later, I will do it.

 

[Hollowman]

You're neck won't break with full suspension hanging. Drop hanging will.