iwantangels
Member
- Jul 20, 2026
- 7
I'm thinking of going the long route and applying for a PAL so I can die via shotgun to the head, but I have some concerns about applying.
I don't have any convictions of any kind, nor do I have suicide attempts, but I do have history of going to the ER for mental health concerns and anxiety, and I have told my psychiatrist that I feel suicidal often. I am diagnosed with GAD and PDD.
I'm worried that this will get me denied. I'm considering lying on the application and saying that I don't have history of these things as I heard they only look deeper if red flags come up. I have friends that I've known for more than 3 years now that can be my references, and they don't consider me suicidal in the slightest, so I don't think they would trigger a deeper look. Then again, if I am caught, 2 years in jail, $5000 fine. Something like that.
Any thoughts on the matter?
I don't have any convictions of any kind, nor do I have suicide attempts, but I do have history of going to the ER for mental health concerns and anxiety, and I have told my psychiatrist that I feel suicidal often. I am diagnosed with GAD and PDD.
I'm worried that this will get me denied. I'm considering lying on the application and saying that I don't have history of these things as I heard they only look deeper if red flags come up. I have friends that I've known for more than 3 years now that can be my references, and they don't consider me suicidal in the slightest, so I don't think they would trigger a deeper look. Then again, if I am caught, 2 years in jail, $5000 fine. Something like that.
Any thoughts on the matter?