Help how should i deal with anxiety after i poisoned myself, before i die

[caliban]

So I already have my poisoning method, which is a quite reliable one, only downside being it can take up to 5 hours after ingesting to die. (Although I doubt that I will last that long, since I'm quite light weight, and I'll do a big dose) I'm 100% sure that suicide is the best and only option for me, but I'm afraid of how I will feel after poisoning myself. Mostly of anxiety. Sadly I can't acess antidepressants. Do you think nicotine or THC could help?

 

[Bobbylobby]

Maybe sleeping pills or something similar? I'm not well versed and I'm not sure if mixing it with your poison will do something. My thought process is if your asleep you won't feel anxious

 

[glendaaa]

What's your method?

 

[caliban]

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