• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
Like I said my Appartment key also unlocks this room. if you don't have an Appartment key this discussion is pointless.
I could maybe ask if I can get an apartment key
 
A

AsAboveSoBelow

Member
Apr 2, 2023
47
Bro not to be mean, but seeing at your threads and posts, I dont think OD would work for you. It rarely even works for people who have done some really meticulous preparation, with extensive knowledge, and resources to proper drugs & have access to them at the supposedly lethal dose. Yet they still fail and just end up being at the hospital. Most people I know who have actually died from OD-ed were almost all inadvertent from on/off recreational drug use. Or intermittent addicts who miscalculated their tolerance to a certain drug.

Looking at how you're asking even the most fundamental questions, I wouldn't recommend you going ahead with this method.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Das Nichts and nothingbutmybest
nothingbutmybest

nothingbutmybest

Student
May 1, 2023
130
Seconding what AsAboveSoBelow said. At first I was willing to answer a few questions but at this point I don't really think you should be doing this. It seems more like you're asking questions to cast doubt on yourself, looking for a way out instead of being sure you want to die with no other choice.
 
  • Like
Reactions: Das Nichts
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
Bro not to be mean, but seeing at your threads and posts, I dont think OD would work for you.
Which other method then?
It rarely even works for people who have done some really meticulous preparation, with extensive knowledge, and resources to proper drugs & have access to them at the supposedly lethal dose. Yet they still fail and just end up being at the hospital.
Why exactly do they fail then?
Is it cause they were found or their body was too strong or something else?
Most people I know who have actually died from OD-ed were almost all inadvertent from on/off recreational drug use. Or intermittent addicts who miscalculated their tolerance to a certain drug.
How are they more likely to die if they don't even plan to suicide?
Looking at how you're asking even the most fundamental questions, I wouldn't recommend you going ahead with this method.
Many people say that the questions I ask are stupid, I think this is cause I have no abilities at all in real life, the only things I can do are online, I have no irl skills that is why basic things are hard for me I think.
Seconding what AsAboveSoBelow said. At first I was willing to answer a few questions but at this point I don't really think you should be doing this. It seems more like you're asking questions to cast doubt on yourself, looking for a way out instead of being sure you want to die with no other choice.
I am sure I want to die but my body isn't.
I think I should better be safe than sorry so my questions make sense.
 
A

AsAboveSoBelow

Member
Apr 2, 2023
47
Which other method then?
I can't decide the perfect method for you; I'm stating I personally wouldn't recommend OD as a method for you. But you can do whatever you want ofc
Why exactly do they fail then?
Is it cause they were found or their body was too strong or something else?

Long story short: Drugs & combinations of drugs work differently for everyone, and it is difficult to gauge. Lots of different factors and reasons. Perhaps you could use the search button, see if other users have shared their experiences (I'm not too sure, I haven't looked it up myself - I'm answering based on personal experiences and observations from people around me)

How are they more likely to die if they don't even plan to suicide?
Some people use hard drugs recreationally, sometimes excessively, some are addicts. They use drugs for fun and to get high or for escapism

Not everyone who has died from overdosing has intended to suicide. Lots of people die due to accidents.

Tolerance to drugs builds up, and can change/fluctuate depending on someone's use of drugs and sometimes they miscalculate it.

Sometimes the drugs they bought off the streets/black market has been laced with something else, or they got sold something else etc.
Many people say that the questions I ask are stupid, I think this is cause I have no abilities at all in real life, the only things I can do are online, I have no irl skills that is why basic things are hard for me I think.
I didn't say the questions that you asked are stupid, but they are really basic things.

People might be able to answer technical questions about a specific method once you have done enough research (look up at what others have posted, read the megathreads and resources thread etc.) based on your current circumstances,

but it would be quite difficult for people to answer random questions about your living situations etc. or how to figure out how to do a basic chore in a house they don't live in, in a suicide section; and

OD-ing - in general, not just for you - is something that is quite unreliable as a method, it rarely succeed. On the flip side, incidents do happen.

Hope that answers your questions.
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
Long story short: Drugs & combinations of drugs work differently for everyone, and it is difficult to gauge. Lots of different factors and reasons. Perhaps you could use the search button, see if other users have shared their experiences (I'm not too sure, I haven't looked it up myself - I'm answering based on personal experiences and observations from people around me)
I don't see how an extreme dose of bdo should fail if you are not found except for vomiting but that can be minimized by anti emetics but it can still happen I think which is worrying me the most.
People might be able to answer technical questions about a specific method once you have done enough research (look up at what others have posted, read the megathreads and resources thread etc.)
Yea I will try to search before asking and will ask more specifically.
OD-ing - in general, not just for you - is something that is quite unreliable as a method, it rarely succeed.
Depends on the method I think, Nembutal overdose is the best suicide method but sadly not available except for mexico I think?
 
nothingbutmybest

nothingbutmybest

Student
May 1, 2023
130
I am sure I want to die but my body isn't.
I think I should better be safe than sorry so my questions make sense.
I find it very weird that you'd suggest a cave, it feels more like a fantasy than a serious consideration because like you said, how are you even going to find a cave? Just find someplace where you won't be bothered, a hotel or whatever and then do the deed
 
HopefulSleep

HopefulSleep

Wants to sleep
Apr 24, 2023
888
I find it very weird that you'd suggest a cave, it feels more like a fantasy than a serious consideration because like you said, how are you even going to find a cave? Just find someplace where you won't be bothered, a hotel or whatever and then do the deed
You are right, I should be realistic.
I will probably ctb with sn at home when my mother is working.
 

Similar threads

J
Replies
16
Views
804
Suicide Discussion
madwoman
madwoman
Mandoria
Replies
3
Views
355
Suicide Discussion
SoLowHollow48
SoLowHollow48
G
Replies
47
Views
765
Suicide Discussion
girlzjustwant2vomit
G
amor.dor
Replies
4
Views
227
Suicide Discussion
Sphinxi
Sphinxi
DK5
Replies
9
Views
573
Suicide Discussion
DK5
DK5