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Preparing for SN. Is it painful or peaceful? I can't keep going any further
 
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peaceful if done right
 
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The people who reported on here, that died, that followed protocol, they didn't complain much about anything, mostly rapid heart rate and the taste. You can find their stories on here if you haven't already read them. I don't know if that'll bring you much comfort. Canine composer and Arthur recently.
 
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At this point, there's a lot of information on this forum regarding that to come to your own conclusion, relying on other users to tell you something that they won't know what may be the case you individually is not entirely going to answer the question, medically and anecdotally, there's plenty of answers on this. Some say it's an agonizing and excruciating death while others say it was peaceful in their experience, symptoms that weren't particularly distressing with an incredible amount of pain but manageable albeit uncomfortable, best to prepare yourself either way. One thing for sure is that it's not going to be peaceful in the sense of putting you to sleep, there may be some struggle but how much is an individual factor that may include pre-existing medical issues.

I'd suggest you read as much as you can to familiarize yourself on the various experiences here, good or bad, as well as consulting medical literature to get a better idea as well.
 
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Thank you all very much, all the information is very helpful.
 
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Preparing for SN. Is it painful or peaceful? I can't keep going any further
Mate I can't breathe for the quality of SN posts on here like just search SN and you'll find a shit ton
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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OP, I think this is the most key takeaway, the people that follow the protocol may have experienced some minor discomfort with heart beat racing and the taste, however it was short-lived compared to anymore life of suffering. My own perspective is this, the suffering that I endure every moment of every day, is worse than the temporary discomfort of my method. I hope that makes sense.
 
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I felt like asking instead of searching
I still think the onus is on you to conduct your own research in order to reach your own conclusions instead of being reliant on a variety of opinions.
 
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I still think the onus is on you to conduct your own research in order to reach your own conclusions instead of being reliant on a variety of opinions
I know, that's why I asked
 
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I know, that's why I asked
Difference between asking and researching for yourself but ok. No one's really gonna give you an answer though, you probably won't know until you attempt yourself but best of luck anyway.
 
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I mean you can literally scroll down there is like an SN post every 5 threads
I asked, I wanted to know by asking, I have searched as well, both at once is the best way. I mean no harm, I'm in a lot of pain right now, I just asked a mental health line for support and they told me to refer myself to A and E, told them I had self harmed with a razor blade. I'm out of it, spiralling and flapping like a crazy bird as hard as I can until my head finally explodes, I have to be the one to put myself out of my misery and all I can feel is the way I am knocked around, up down sideways left right diagonal forwards backwards tilt space criss cross zig zag, I'm about to blow up
 
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I asked, I wanted to know by asking, I have searched as well, both at once is the best way. I mean no harm, I'm in a lot of pain right now, I just asked a mental health line for support and they told me to refer myself to A and E, told them I had self harmed with a razor blade. I'm out of it, spiralling and flapping like a crazy bird as hard as I can until my head finally explodes, I have to be the one to put myself out of my misery and all I can feel is the way I am knocked around, up down sideways left right diagonal forwards backwards tilt space criss cross zig zag, I'm about to blow up
Hope you're able to get out of this situation as quick as possible... It's fine that you asked don't worry about it. I hope you find peace soon. 🙏🕯️
 
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I asked, I wanted to know by asking, I have searched as well, both at once is the best way. I mean no harm, I'm in a lot of pain right now, I just asked a mental health line for support and they told me to refer myself to A and E, told them I had self harmed with a razor blade. I'm out of it, spiralling and flapping like a crazy bird as hard as I can until my head finally explodes, I have to be the one to put myself out of my misery and all I can feel is the way I am knocked around, up down sideways left right diagonal forwards backwards tilt space criss cross zig zag, I'm about to blow up
Thank you. That was really honest and relatable.
 
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