Games How old were you?

[enough of this]

I was 12 when I came to know depression and knowing I didn't belong in this world. I always looked for love and connection with my family, particularly with my parents. But I never found it. My parents never knew how to show closeness and intimacy. As the years went by, the distance between the unconditional love which I truly am, and the darkness of my home life, widened. In an effort to survive, I grew farther from my true self, not closer. My depression and subsequent suicidal ideation, became my life, and is still with me today.

I've been to many therapists - psychologists, psychiatrists, hypnotists, "healers" - and the original pain of separateness has never left me.

I'm constantly looking for my way back home. The only thought that gives me relief, is that of suicide. I can't imagine leaving this insane world any other way.

 

[fedup1982]

How old were you when you first watched Titanic the movie

 

[Eriktf]

i have not watch it and i probably never will

How old were you when you first found SaSu

 

[EvilStepSister]

48

 

[sorryimevenhere]

i have not watch it and i probably never will

How old were you when you first found SaSu

19 </3

 

[TBONTB]

19 </3

61

How old were you when you got your first pet

 

[princexhhn]

13

How old were you when you gained consciousness

(also why are half the people not following the game rules anymore TT)

 

[4Icarus]

I believe I was 4, maybe - I was eating a banana, gained consciousness around halfway through. I noticed the texture of the thing in my mouth, got really disgusted, and gave the rest of it to my dad. I still hate bananas.

How old were you when you saw your first sunshower? (Or whatever you call the thing where its sunny and raining at the same time)

 

[FadingSnowFake]

We call it the "fox is getting married to wolf's wife" directly translated, and I honestly cannot remember. I know my dad was still alive cause he's the one who told me about it, so I'm guessing about 11 oldest. Btw I also hate bananas, but I can eat them if still hard, and a bit green if I really have to.

How old were you when you first wished upon a shooting star?

 

[Eriktf]

How old were you when you first wished upon a shooting star?

its possebol i have but i cat remeber doing that.

how old were you when you tried to ctb for the first time?

 

[miq2k]

about 14

how old were you when you first drank coffee ?

I havent been on here much in so long, im sorry for this extremely late answer :,I

 

[The Blackangel]

how old were you when you tried to ctb for the first time?

I was six.

How old were you in 2000?

 

[MissAbyss]

13

How old were you when you watched your first horror movie?

 

[dhk96]

Maybe around 10 or under. My parents must've rented the DVD for A Tale of Two Sisters since we were all sitting on the couch and watching it on the TV.

I can't remember all the details but it was a little traumatizing since I've never been good with horror. The soundtrack was amazing though and haunting to this day.

Spoiler: Movie Poster (TW: blood)

How old were you went you had your first unrequited love? If you had one ofc.

 

[NaturalBornNEET]

22, though it's more fair to call it an infatuation, learnt about the term "breadcrumbing" from the whole ordeal

How old were you when you first encountered death or realized death was a thing?

 

[The Blackangel]

How old were you when you first encountered death or realized death was a thing?

Four

How old were you when you were bullied for the first time?

 

[darksouls]

when I started first grade

how old were you when you first won something?

 

[TBONTB]

About 10. Own a cake in a cakewalk.

How old were you when you learned there was no Santa Claus?

 

[MissAbyss]

What do you mean.. Santa Claus doesn't exist?
I'm not sure what age, probably around 8.

How old were you when you got your first pet?

 

[LighthouseHermit]

6

How old were you when you first fell in love?

 

[dhk96]

If we're excluding fictional characters, crushes, and life-lasting limerence, then maybe when I was around 19 or 20 years old. We became friends through an online game (and online forum based on the game). I did like one other person a couple years prior to our meeting, but the feelings weren't as intense so I consider her the first person I really fell for.

It was really bizarre how seen I felt when talking with her. But in no way did I deserve her friendship nor time of day so I always think that she would have been happier during the years we knew each other if we hadn't met.

How old were you when you first cracked your phone screen?

 

[LighthouseHermit]

I've never cracked my phone screen. I'm very careful with my things.

How old were you when you completed your first video game?

 

[The Blackangel]

Single digits if I remember correctly. I think it was either SMB, or TMNT. I honestly don't remember which one I beat first. All things considered, I was most likely 7 or 8.

First book you read, other than religious texts?

 

[LighthouseHermit]

Not counting children's books, The Hobbit, when I was around 8 years old.

How old were you when you got your first smartphone?

 

[cosimaniehaus]

I was 15, although I think I'm considered Gen Z.

How old were you, when you first realized you are really bad at something, which you previously thought that you are really good at?